Once again...Life goes on

Awakening memories....

Alec's POV:

NOAH,that's a nice name for a boy; I said to myself; I think I am gonna name my boy NOAH; yes sure I have to ask kate; and then I paused, Kate!

my eyes teared up and my heart was hurting me, I was breathless for a moment, I am weak without her!!!

And then my strong will, the one that is gonna make me get her back, made me feel relaxed; well, kind of

NOAH, once again that name popped into my head, who is he really? Is he jut a childhood friend? BUT NO! I think he is more, a lot more than that, but Noah is sure not the name of my father-in-law;

I started wondering and wondering " LET MOM TELL ME" I said, just before giving in to sleep

Amy's POV:

After talking to Alec about Noah, I felt an urge to cry; after all those year, I am saying his name, feeling that my love for him is still the same; I miss him... But, but he LEFT me!!!

I tried to hold my tears I tried hard but I guess after all these years of being strong, I just need a break;

In that day, the day I reopened that chapter of my life, I did nothing but crying myself to sleep,

I was crying because I lost a lot already, and I am afraid of losing again, I want my daughter back!!!

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"I can still remember, myself back in high school, I never accepted dating anyone, I was reserved for that special someone; I always said to myself; that someone was actually NOAH; for some reason, I was sure, he and only him will be the man I'll end up with, and for him I will wait.

His love made me powerful but yet so weak, I was able to defend myself in public to show how strong I was, I showed them all that I need no one to be happy, I am happy all by myself, for I didn't need someone to complete me because I have it right here, IN MY HEART,

But at the same time, every night before falling asleep I cried, I cried for the fact of being in love with someone, that has forgotten my existence, and me not being able to,

And then one day, the day I was going to leave my parents, leave them to study of course, I decided to forget, forget my past forget HIM.

I moved to live in the university dormitory; because the university was far, far away of where I used to be, for the better I thought to myself.

I took with me everything I can use there, books, clothes of course and other stuff, but no memories, except for one thing I couldn't let go of;

NOAH's present; it was a necklace with my name as a pendant, "

Alec interrupted me pointing to the necklace i was wearing, I nodded "yes, this is his gift for me" I smiled, he did too "that is cute" he said, I nodded and continued my story

"My room was small comparing it to my old one but it was nice, small bed, a desk and a closet, and for sure the bathroom was in the room, it was fine, after all I am here to study right?

My first day in the university dorms was exhausting, I had to put everything into place and that sure took me so long;

The next day was the first day of studies, I was just so excited, I am here to express myself, to be someone special, someone new, to forget everything and have a new beginning

I was studying science, I wanted to be a professor, do research and make lectures, that was my goal."

"wait," Alec interrupted, I knew he will," But aren't you an Interior designer? You have your own office, isn't that right mom? I am confused"

"You have to wait sweetheart, you will understand everything, just wait till IT ends" I said reassuring him

I continued

"I was about to enter my first class to attend a lecture about the development of human kind, when I saw him;

yes," I posed trying to avoid my tears "Noah,  he was him; I thought that my fate bought me here just to meet him again and have him back in my life; he had changed a lot he is a tall attractive guy now,but I knew him from the way he was looking at things and people with curiosity and gentle, from that cute smile of his; amazing just as before,

I don't know how I spent the lecture or how it was, I was just thinking of a way to go and talk to him; I decided I should meet him right after the lecture, he will be happy to see me again; I was so excited and happy but at the same time I was worried, what if he... I stopped myself from having bad thoughts

finally the lecture was done, we had half an hour before the second lecture, I searched for Noah, where was he?  I didn't see him going out of the class, I might had been lost in my thoughts when he did; and then I saw him he was few steps of me 

"NOAH" I said shyly

"Uh, UM... yes?" he said in a surprise; giving me the do I know you look,

"I see you didn't recognize me; I am Amy, don't you remember?" I was surely expecting a yes 

"Excuse me miss, BUT I never knew an Amy before" he shrugged, I felt embarrassed "Excuse me, I might have mistook you to be my best friend; Noah Stewart"

he interrupted me "I am NOAH STEWART; but I don't know you I am sorry" he said and went away

that moment, the moment I met my Noah was nothing like the one I always waited for; HE FORGOT ME! 

And for the first time of my life I knew what is deception; my eyes teared up, my voice wouldn't come and my heart, It was hurting, hurting badly;

The only guy I loved, the guy I waited for, the guy I believed was going to be my future husband; he didn't recognize me; well He didn't even remember I ever existed" I stopped,

I felt the urge to cry, "I can't continue now I need a break" he nodded as I went out of the room.

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