Once again...Life goes on

enough with friend zone....

that night I returned to my room feeling a bit happy a bit sad well it was complicated even for me,

he and I back to being friends, he was my lab partner he needed help with lessons, almost a whole year together, yet we are just friends, I guess I will stick in the friend zone better than nothing, I thought! As I fell asleep in that tiny bed...

"hey what are you doing?" I said objecting "you are an hour late"

"I am really sorry" He said walking closer to face me "Good morning beautiful" he smirked

"Haha! Nice try" I rolled my eyes "what took you so long we have a lot to do, DON'T YOU GET THAT NOAH?" I really hate waiting for someone sitting alone in the cafeteria, I feel as if everyone is looking at me

"I was trying nothing" he said with a cute smile on his face, yeah, I knew I should stop thinking of him that way, but love doesn't fade out that easy you know, he leaned forward and whispered in my ear "you really are beautiful"

my pulse went crazy as my checks turned red, I smiled shyly and said "Come early next time Ok"

We worked really hard, and I have to admit Noah was kind of workaholic once he is working he does nothing else, I think he has some big dreams he is trying to catch

"12:12" I said happily, Noah looked at me waiting for an explanation, "Um...Uh, I just like it, anyway, I am kind of hungry and we have about two hours untill class"

"Let's eat something then, pizza?"

I just nodded I love pizza, Who doesn't?

Well, let me tell you, for the first three months things were going great between us, we were closer than ever, even our friends thought we were couples; the only bad thing was that "US being nothing but friends"

well for him, it was great friendship, but for me, it was COMPLICATED!!!

"wuhuu!!!!! Can't believe We got straight A on our researches and projects and we are going on holiday with almost no lessons, God I miss my parents" I exclaimed looking at Noah, finding my way to his eyes, Why were they spark-less and sad !

He didn't say a word, "Noah?" He turned away avoiding my eyes,he was acting weird for the past week, but why?

"Noah, just tell me what's wrong with you? Can I help you with something, I don't know you seem really sad and depressed,"

He nodded silently and then said "I am fine, don't worry, it's just that I can't, I mean Uh.." He took a deep breath and looked straight to my eyes and smiled, he had some tears in his eyes,

"I will miss you Amy" and before I say anything he hugged me tightly, my heart skipped a beat, butterflies in my stomach, I was lost in the moment, we have never been that close, I mean literally, and just when he was about to release me of his grip he leaned forward and kissed my cheek;

I was blushing already, but after that kiss I think tomatoes were less red than I was,

I don't know if it was a friendly hug because we won't see each other before two weeks, Christmas time;

Or,.... I was just confused...

"I wish you a nice vacation and well Merry Christmas and happy new year" he finished his sentence and left me alone, I think he did that so he can evade my reaction after what had happened

I really don't know how I went back to my room, packed my stuff and returned home; I was lost in my thoughts, trying to understand, I tried....

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Noah's POV:

What happened to me? I couldn't help but being upset for the past week, just the idea of her being away once again was giving me heartache, and tears won't stop falling of my eyes, BUT WHY!!!!!

Why is she that important in my life, why is it so significant her next to me, sharing my thoughts, why can't I just be strong when it comes to her?

I just can't get myself anymore, she came back and destroyed the walls I've been building around my feelings around my own self, to protect me of being fooled of a dear one once again, this was why I lied at her before,

What is gotten to me?

she is everywhere, my dreams, my thoughts, when I am by myself she is with me, she was just like the air that I breath, NO! SHE IS THE AIR

I think, I am in love with her; crazy madly in love with her but,..... should I give in to her love?

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"NOAH" jake shouted shaking me

"Why is that man, you almost made me deaf" I protested

"I was talking to you, and I called you about ten times, what is happening with you? I never saw you like that, confused and stray ," He posed a little and put his hand on my shoulder trying to make me feel his affection "I am here for you bro, tell me"

Jake was the closest thing I had for a brother, he was two years older than me, he was always ready to help me, he was someone that I trust enough to entrust him my secrets and my thoughts

"Uh...well," It was uneasy for me to make sense he smiled and asked me "What is her name"

I just don't get it, how can he read my mind !!!

"Amy" I said feeling my checks burning

"Take it easy man, there is nothing to be nervous about, so you love here?"

I avoided looking at him and I stared to the carpet, "I am madly in love with her, since I first met her, when I was 10, but after all these years I thought she meant nothing more than a best friend, but,.."

"The scarf girl" he interrupted me,

"Yeah,"I nodded, "since the day we took Christmas vacation I was depressed I am not gonna see her till we go back to uni" I posed "I really need her by my side"

"You really are madly in love with her, I have to meet this girl, she must be as great as you are"

I just smiled,

"So what is the problem then? You love her and I am sure hundred percent she loves you too, tell her and everything will be fine"

"I,I just can't" He looked at me raising his eyebrows asking for explanations "You know I swore never to trust any women after what happened"

"yeah but it was years ago, forget it now, plus she isn't like your stupid step-mother"

"Correction; my ex step-mother; and I know she is nothing like her but, it's complicated"

"Noah sweetheart, you have to tell Amy and forget about that witch"

"wow man, you were talking like your mother, take care of yourself, spend more time with your dad"

I was trying to feel less nervous, he punched my arms, he almost broke it

"I am gonna try, and,... tell her maybe" I said with a deep voice

he smiled approving what I said

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