same love

Chapter 13, tears.

Ponyboy's P.O.V.

I was sitting on the couch reading a book when Johnny stuck his head through the front door, yeeled "hey" and walked in. "Hey, love" I said. "Ponyboy can we talk?" He asked, "sure." I said standing up and following him outside, I was a little worried cause Johnny never called me Ponyboy, he always called me Pony. "ponyboy, we need to break up" WHAM, it was like someone punched me in the gut, no that would have hurt less, I couldn't breathe, it physically hurt. "why?" That was all I could say, was it something I did, as if he could read my thoughts Johnny said, "It's nothing you did wrong, you just aren't safe with me"  "Johnny this was never safe, I love you and I want us to get through this together" "Ponyboy... I'm sorry It's better this way" Johnny said before turning and leaving, I turned around and went back inside I ran up to my room, and ran inside only to find Soda. "Pony, what's wrong?" He said sounding scared, "Johnny just broke up with me" I said, Soda put his arm around me and I broke down and cried.