" You see nay, we are a pack of wolves, and youre real parents were leaders, wich makes you a leader. But unfortunatley, they were hunted for a while. To keep you safe they put youre wolve to sleep and gave you away. Now, about awakening it, you have to find youre mate, and you have." Alex explained.
I was still confused, " Youre my mate?" i asked.
He luaghed, " No, altough, i wish." he sighed. " That dumbass is."
The wolve dissapeared, and Dakota was standing before us.
" Nay, im sorry, i should have told you but i noticed that you really liked Alex." Dakota said and walked towards me, he held my hand.
" So earlier, you were trying to awaken me?" i asked.
He nodded." And if you dont mind id like to try again." he said.
I dont know why, but i couldnt. i had no urge to kiss him, i only thought of Alex. Is this right? To not love youre mate? Could you get a new one?
Everythings a mess, and i cant make sense of it. Why me? Why couldnt i just be the screw up of two people that hated me, why couldnt i just be normal and not have fell in live with Dakota, then with Alex, and why am i feeling more love twards Alex?
" So, what does mates mean? Like am i supposed to marry him?" i asked.
Alex sighed. " No, i mean if you want, but you could change mates by blood transfusion. But it doesnt always work like that." he said.
" Why dont we ask youre dad Alex, he knows. He was in the pack with her mother." Kat said.
" Can he find my real parents then?" i asked.
Alex sighed, he looked troubled, and sick. But i was only wondering if he wanted to be my mate, does he have one? If he did why would he want me to be his.
" I dont know, why dont we just get some sleep, tomarrow we will go and see. Im beat and im sure Nay is tired too." Alex said.
I still couldnt shake the feeling of rejection towards Dakota, arent we mates? Am i supposed to love him? I just like Alex better, i dont know. Im so confused right now.
" Nayomi, we both love you dearly, so forgive us." i heard a womens soft gentle voice, all i could see was her brown hair.
I woke up in a cold sweat again and Dakota was staring at me with concern. His amber eyes were darker now.
" Are you okay? I heard you screaming and it scared me." he said.
Why do i feel like i hate him? Hes so nice to me and careing, and i treat him like shit. i leaned up to kiss him, and his lips were soft on mine.
Then i felt something inside me, it was burning, and my heart stopped, i couldn't breath.
Then i could see my mom and dad smiling, and my pack and then there it was, i was going to get married to Dakota, maybe i did love him, maybe it was deep with in and put to sleep like my wolve.
The pain stopped, i broke away from him, it was there, the love i was supposed to feel.
Dakota on the side!
