Help Me Remember

Part 7

In the middle of the night Sarah had a dream about her and Bucky. It was a dream about her last morning with him she was in the bathroom and taking a pregnancy test and her leaving the positive pregnancy test by his bed with a note that said "Come Find Me When It's Over I Love You Sarah C." She kissed him goodbye and whispered "never forget how much I love you." and he whispers "I love you too doll I will see you soon." 

Sarah shot straight up when It was over and gasping for air. Bucky woke up and said "Sarah what's wrong?" 

"James I was pregnant when I left." she whispered 

"I know I seen the test on my nightstand that morning." he said to her "But how do you remember that was that your dream." 

She felt tears fall and said "Yes."

"They killed our baby when they wiped me." She whispered as she looked over at him.

"Oh doll it's ok. Once we get to a good place we can start trying for a baby. Right now you are still trying to remember things." he said to her as he wiped her tears.

"Let's go back to sleep baby ok." He said after a few minutes and he pulled her close to him and said "Shh baby it's ok." as she continued to cry. 

The next morning she went down to the conference room and pulled up her file and started reading everything. She saw all the pictures of her and Bucky looking so in love and watched video clips of them working on missions together. Then she pulled up her medical file and saw the paper that said "S. Cooper was roughly 7 weeks pregnant but suffered a miscarriage during the memory wipe. Barnes isn't to know about the pregnancy." She gasped and said "oh god." 

"I thought Steve said to not do this alone." Bucky said as he came in and saw what had her  so upset. He read the screen and said "Baby it's ok I knew they didn't have to tell me." He hugged her and said "You don't need to do this." 

"They killed our baby James. I don't remember much but I do know that we made that baby out of love we talked about having babies." She whispered 

"I know doll I know we did." he whispered as he kissed the top of her head.

Steve came in and said "What's going on?"

"It's nothing Steve I've got her." Bucky said 

Sarah and Bucky left the conference room and went upstairs to their suite and started packing up their suite because Steve wanted them to move to another suite down the hall so they didn't break anything while they were having sex. They moved into the single bedroom suite down the hall that had a bigger kitchen and a bigger laundry room. 

They were in their bedroom and he came up behind her and said "You feeling ok I didn't hurt you did I last night?"

She smiled and said "no you didn't felt amazing. That's been the thing I've been missing this whole time. you and fucking amazing sex drive." 

"Mmm let's break in our new room." he whispered as he pushed her over to their bed. 

They started kissing as they took each other's clothes off and he said "Bend over baby." She bent over the bed and he started slamming into her and it made her see stars and he said "Mmm you feel good this way baby." She whispered "oh god I love when you fuck me like this." 

Then he picked her up and started slamming up in her as he moved her up and down and she said started to have another orgasm "mmmm yeah that's it James right there." Then he got on the bed and said "Ride me doll." She got on top of him and started bouncing up and down like she always did and he whispered "Oh god doll yes mmm look riding me so well." then he smacked her ass and then he said "Turn around doll." Then she started reverse cowgirl and he whispered "Don't stop baby god it feels so good." Then he got on top of her pushed her legs above her head and started slamming into her "oh god I forgot how flexible you are." 

Then he wrapped her legs around him and said "Come for me baby." She let one last orgasm and go and he let out his release. He laid on her chest and said "God baby it feels so damn good to have sex with you again." They were both drenched in sweat and he was still pumping into her. The whole team could hear them upstairs for the whole hour they were having sex and Hope said "It must be nice to have that kind of stamina." They all started laughing and then Sarah and Bucky came in the room and they all got quiet. 

"We was to loud wasn't we." Sarah said 

"Yeah but atleast you weren't breaking anything." Wanda said 

Bucky looked over at Sarah and kissed her. "I love you Sarah Grace." he whispered to her as he went to play darts with Steve and she whispered "I love you too."