Ambivalence?

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[AIZAWA'S P.O.V]

His face flushed. "N-no, of course not!" He stammered.

"You also seem to expect something there. I can't blame you, though." I said "The stuff those girls said are really something."

"Ah, don't worry, don't worry!" He laughed "They're probably just joshing you."

"I thought you'd be the only one 'joshing' me in our senior year. Guess not." I said sarcastically.

We both walked to the directions of our homes lost in our empty conversations. Without us realizing, the weekends arrived.

Originally, I planned to spend it sleeping early and waking up late, but then I figured I'd be wasting time with sleep. And I definitely don't want sleep to be my enemy anytime soon.

It's 7:45 am. I turned my phone on to check for any new notifications. Of course, you wouldn't expect anyone to text you this early in the morning. Unless, well, you're saying 'good morning' to your distant lover or family member or something.

But then a text came in.

Oh yes, and unless you have friends like Hizashi, of course.

"Good morning, Shouta!! 👊✌️  🎊 🎉" It said.

"Why even-" I muttered

Ding. "Are you awake?? 👀"

When did he start this excessive use of emojis? It's really annoying. Very Hizashi.

"Yes." I replied.

Ding. "Wanna hang out today??? 🎡 🎢 💓"

What's with that heart at the end? Gross. But for some reason a tiny part of me kind of liked it.

"I don't feel like heading out today." I replied

Ding. "Are you sick?? 💊 💉"

Isn't that emoji for drug taking? Scary. What are you? Stupid? Can't you tell medicinal syringes and a drug syringes apart? Its a simple job, Hizashi.

"No." I replied.

Ding. "Can I come over, then??? 🙏🙏🙏"

I thought for a moment. If he comes over, what would we even be doing? My parents are gonna be out for the weekend, so it'd just be the two of us. After what happened the other day? No way.

But still a part of me really wants him to come over. What's this? How bothersome.

"My parents aren't home." I replied.

There was a long pause between this message and it's further reply.

Ding. "I'm coming over!!!1!1 😄😄😄"

"Don't." I replied.

Ding. "I'm coming over!1!!1! 👨‍👦"

Hey, wait, was that an insult? Damn it, Hizashi. 

Ding. "shorty. 😂"

I sighed. You don't have to rub it in, you know?

I waited there patiently on my bed, staring at the ceiling. My heart was beating a bit faster than usual. And my was face kind of hot. Realizing what it was, I quickly sat up on my bed, causing myself to get a head-rush. I was excited.

"Agh." I groaned as I rubbed my temples.

I lay back on my bed, turning over to my right side, embarrassed and angry at myself.

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