Not about angels

Chapter 27: Erin

Erin's P.O.V

I woke up from my really long nap then someone knocked on my door

"Come in!" I yelled not taking my eyes off the tv

The door slowly opened and slowly closed making me look right away

"Hey Erin" she smiled

"Andy! Oh my god" I held my arms out for her to hug me

She tiredly smiled and walked over to me and gave me a nice long hug

We pulled away and that's when I saw her glossy blue eyes were red and puffy and she looked like she's been crying for hours,

"Andy.. what's wrong?" I asked when she sat down

"Um, T-Tony got sh-shot.." her voice cracked

"Oh hun"

"I was at school and once I got back from school he wasn't at his house so I went to my house and saw ambulances and cop cars, he got beat up and his leg and arm got shot-" she said in one breath

"Slow down, Andy"

"T-they say he lost too much blood, he's in a coma.." she started crying

I grabbed her arm and pulled her in towards me and hugged her so tight

Someone knocked on the door so I looked hoping it was my food but it was Kellin

"Hey Kellinnnn" I smiled and he came hugged both of us

"Hey how's my favourite girls?" He smiled as he pulled away

"I'm great, other than the fact that I'm starving" my tummy grumbled

Andy laughed and Kellin chuckled a little then there was a slight knock at the door

"Finally!" I smiled and the nurse came in with my food and another IV

"So how's my fav girl?" The nurse smiled as she put my food down and started changing my IV

"Starvinggg" I started eating

"Well I have good news and bad news for you, what do you wanna hear first?" She asked

"Mmmm.... good"

"Good news is that your getting out soon"

"Awe, I'll miss you"

She smiled, "bad news, you gonna be on antidepressants"

I stopped eating and looked at her, "what?"

"The therapist is diagnosing you with depression, Anxiety disorder, and ADD"

I put my spoon down suddenly not feeling hungry

"I'm sorry, Erin" she kissed my forehead then left

"Erin?" Andy asked me

I looked at her and Kellin then smiled and started eating again.

—2 HOURS LATER—

I grabbed my stuff then left the hospital getting into a cab

I pulled my earphones in and sat there looking out at the happy world full of colours

But all I can see was red, orange, and yellow

The world was nothing but red, orange, and yellow

I felt like nothing

I got nothing

I am nothing

The cab stopped and I looked to see I was parked at my house

I looked at the driver and gave him a thankful smile then gave him money and jumped out grabbing my bags then went up the steps to my room

"Erin?" I heard my mum

I put my stuff down in front of my door then turned towards her with a smile on my face

"Hi mum" I opened my arms for her to hug me

We hugged for a bit then pulled away and she looked at me

"Honey you look so much better than the last time I saw you"

"Yea it was a month ago you saw me, when I first got in the hospital"

She looked down then I scoffed and grabbed my bags and went in my room.