ugly • min yoongi

caught ; 2

A/N : This is a rough draft.

☆~ FLASHBACK
2 months ago...

"Hey El, isn't that your dad?" I turned around as Yoongi points at a direction behind me.

"It is.."

"Oh my gosh.." I whisper, not loud enough that Yoongi would hear.

It's my dad, kissing his secretary...

"Let's go..." I say as I jog towards them. Yoongi suddenly grabs my hand and holds it.

I took a glance at him, and he gave me a reassuring look that he'll be right by my side.

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"Dad, what are you doing?"

My dad had not seen me until I spoke. His face left in shock.

"What are you doing here?" He then removes himself from his secretary Lidia.

"What am I doing here? I'm asking you what are you doing? Does mom know you're chewing on another woman?!?" I exclaim, out of anger I point out at Lidia,

"And you ma'am, you know very well that my father is a married man. Why do you go around and kiss a married man?"

As Yoongi realizes I'm going out of control, he pulls me back, as people were starting to stare.

He holds my hand to calm me down. I look at my dad who's frozen as he doesn't seem to know what to say next, but after a few moments he signalled Lidia to go home.

I stand confused, "What's going on?"

"Honey, we need to talk... alone.." as he looks at me and then to Yoongi. I then gave Yoongi the reassuring look that I'll be okay, and he understood. He positioned himself a few tables away from us, which in my brain would be unnecessary because Yoongi would know what would have happened eventually.

"Okay.. explain."

"I'm so sorry, honey.. I love your mother... " He looked sincere, but I couldn't buy it.

"Sorry? No, you weren't! If you were ever sorry, it's because you're sorry you got caught!" I was just full in rage.

They were caught by me in public, they expect not to get caught when they're on display?

"I've made a mistake, honey..."

"If you love mom, why would you do this?"

Right now, I'm trying to hold back my tears as I have so much things to say...

"Physically honey, I've been tempted.. It was a mistake, but I'll be ending it with her. I promise. Please do not tell your mother... For her sake as well."

"How can you be so calm about this? If you have to sneak around to do this then you probably shouldn't be doing it at all! A mistake is an accident, you were cheating and lying to mom and to me! How do you expect me to be okay with all of this???"

"This is not entirely my fault.. "

"What?? Dad? Then go on, please continue to explain how this is also anyone's fault except your own." I clap back, I've lost control at this point. I couldn't handle the situation and comprehend it well.

"I'm a man! I have needs that I couldn't attain from your mother!"

"Do you know how pained I feel right now, dad?"

He then pleads, "Please, you know how sick your mother is right now. If you tell her this. It might turn out to be the worst for her health."

"So what do you expect me to do? Do nothing? Say nothing? It isn't right dad." I start to calm, I began to think about my mother and her state right now.

"I will end it with her.. This is the last time. I can promise you this, we can go on a trip. Go somewhere far. We can forget this happened."

"No, dad no, we can't run away from it.. With time, I can forgive, but how could I ever possibly forget this."

"You can hate me, but you know how this will affect your mother deeply. Think of your actions beforehand El."

"And this is coming from you?" I say, why after all this would he have the audacity to give ME THIS ADVICE.

But.. he's right, I can't ever put my mom in a position where she'll be in danger. I can never afford to lose her. If I tell her, I don't know what will happen.

☆~~

After my dad continued to talk it with me.. I chose to just hold everything in.. It was for my mom's sake that I chose to keep it in.

But it didn't mean that I was still hurt.

Everything my dad had said seemed sincere.. It seemed as if he is willing to make up for it, and that we'll go far away... That everything he's been saying has been all for the better.

He made it seem like it was understandable on his part. I just agreed for the sake of my mom, and for the sake of their relationship.

☆~~

But little did I know it was all a lie..

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A/n ; uhm.. what am I doing? Idk, but yeah. Ok.