ugly • min yoongi

confused ; 7

A/N : This is a rough draft.

We had 30 minutes left before we closed. Yoongi decided to wait for me. He was sipping the Iced Americano he ordered while looking down at his phone.

I make a smile as I look at him sitting with his legs crossed. I wanted to finish early so I continued to clean up quickly.

It seems as if the rest of us working are feeling the same thing as they looked worn out yet its as if something all awaits them.

☆~

"Let's go?" Yoongi asked me if I was ready to leave, I nodded.

I was assigned to lock the doors on my way out and so everyone else already left.

As I finished, Yoongi and I started to walk on our way home. It wasn't that far of an apartment... Actually, it only took 15 minutes for us.

Which just makes everything a lot more convenient.

Most of the walk was silent, there was no particular reason for that. We just got used to going home that way.

"I'm feeling banana milk." He suddenly confesses, looking oddly serious and focused at the way ahead of us. He then turns to look at me.

"What a random thing to say." I chuckled.

"But now that you said it, I'm kinda craving it too." I added.

"Stop by at the convenience store?" He said. I replied, "call!" While raising fingers.

☆~

After we bought banana milk, [lots of them] we went straight home.

We got up the elevator to the rooftop like we would always do, and I lay down at the top of a bunk bed that was always here.

I sit back up and look at him, he's standing in front of the bunk bed. I signal him to pass me some banana milk, and he already knew the message seconds before even signalling.

He throws some banana milk to me and sits down on an abandoned office chair next to the bunk bed and adjusted the seat so he'll be able to rest in a comfortable angle.

"So, this Jimin guy, huh. He's kinda cute. It seems like he likes you." He states, I told him some details about him earlier. However, there wasn't enough time to fully make him understand everything.

"Definitely, absolutely, totally, certainly, surely, positively not." I say, he looks at me with a smile.

"Does he have a girlfriend?"

"Actually, the girl thay worked before me used to be his girlfriend, but she had to leave for "study" reasons and whatnot. So, I guess they broke up, I'm guessing it's a long distance thing. I don't know, the girl with whom I work with just told me it since he seems to not like me at all." I say.

He looks at me with disbelief.

"I don't think he dislikes you. What if he asks you out?"

"Then, I'll reject him. Which would never happen." I smile at him.

"So, how was the date today?" I continued to ask as he stares into the sky.

"Well, Tae seemed to hit it off with the girl he was with. They left together so they're probably doing it by now." He laughs, then continues, "and I left the other girl with Tae's date. I can't even remember her name, but I don't know."

"Ha, what is it? You don't flow with her?" I say.

"No, not that, you know I only went because of Tae. So that's that, plus, I already like someone."

"Oh, excuse you? Since when did you start to like someone?" I state, genuinely shocked.

"Since, so many years ago."

"Wait, what? And you didn't tell me?" I stopped sipping my banana milk and pout, "So, who's the girl? Does she know? Is she pretty?" I said, feeling a little jealous.

"I didn't think it was necessary. I mean, I'm just sure that I don't want to change anything and turn it into the worst." He continues as he turned his head to look at me, "She doesn't know, but she's very pretty."

He suddenly winked at me after that.

"Others are not able to know until I tell her myself." He ended with that.

"Woah, there mister. So what's holding you back?" I asked, curious, I felt weird.

"It's nothing.. I guess I just want to feel happiness and no grief before I go into something else." He says.

And the night went on like that. We talked for a while until we got tired and went back down, reasons because I had work again tomorrow...

I slept at Yoongi's place again like I've been.

☆~

I still couldn't even look at the apartment anymore. After what had happened. Yoongi suggested I get a new place, or at least move to a near place so I would just feel secure.

And he was right, I needed to look for a new place. I couldn't take anymore memories of that place.

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A/N: quite short~