ugly • min yoongi

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☆~~ FLASHBACK (A/N ; I just realized I have too many of these lmao. I think this is the last one for now. [This is also a rough draft.])

2 weeks ago...

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It's been 2 weeks since my dad left. My mom still has no idea.. She's been getting better since then actually, she just got discharged.

When she looked for dad, I told her that he told me he's going away for a business trip. I don't know how long I could hold that lie in, but it's just that she's been doing so much better than she did before.

I want to give care to her as much as I could.

I told Yoongi about how I felt, he seemed to have understood why I did what I had to.

He knew that it was my choice to make, and that there was a purpose on why I chose it. He knew I chose it for someone I cared about deeply.

But I knew it was wrong. I just didn't want to take the rough road, and instead I just had to lie, the same way my father did..

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"Careful, mom." I say to her as I carefully guide her to her bed, "I'll make you some tea, okay?" I look at her attentively.

"Thank you, sweetie." She utters, I smile as I walk away.

I go to the kitchen to make the tea. I look at my phone to see any signs of dad. Any signs of guilt that my father would have felt to care enough to come back.

There were none.

There was no remorse for this man.

As I finish making the tea. I walk back to the room, and I see my mom trying to get up.

"Mom, don't move too much. You just got discharged, remember?" I spoke with concern.

"If I don't move I might never be able to move."

"Don't say that mom, you need rest. Okay, let me do it." I place the tea on the bedside table. I then tuck her back into bed, "Please, let me take care of you okay."

She states, "Is there any messages from your dad, El?" I answer with no delay, "Of course mom, he said he misses us, and that he'll be back soon."

I lied again..

"Well, tell him we miss him too, very much.."

"I will.. mom.."

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The night went on as I lay in bed.. I kept thinking. What am I going to do now..

My phone dings..

Yoongi🐱 : How are you feeling?

[I'm doing horrible...]

Eli🦍 : I'm doing fine. 😊

Yoongi🐱 : I don't believe you, not even a bit.

Eli🦍 : Why?

Yoongi🐱 : I just honestly don't..

Yoongi🐱 : I know you too dang well.

Eli🦍 : I told you.. I'm doing fine. 😉😊

Yoongi🐱 : You can't just add emojis and expect me to think that you're telling the truth..

Yoongi🐱 : Anyone in this texting world can do that.

Yoongi🐱 : Look I'm a pig 🐷🐖

Yoongi🐱 : Do you really believe that I was a pig? No, I don't think you do. So I don't believe that you're fine.

Eli🦍 : Pigs are cute, so you're a pig.

Yoongi🐱 : Do you want me to come over?

Eli🦍 : Actually I think I'll rest for now. Thanks for helping me with my mom Yoong. You know that I love you, right?

Yoongi🐱 : Always here, El. I love you too. Rest well. 🌻

I closed my phone..

Despite not being able to sleep, I was able to think for a while.

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I woke up to the sound of a thump. It sounded like someone fell down. It was still dark as I look out my bedroom window. I rushed to my mom's bedroom.

"Mom, what's going on?" I quickly spoke as I took a glance at her and quickly helped her up.

"What's this?" She puts up a piece of paper. I look at her confused as she's now sitting on the edge of her bed, and I'm standing right in front of her.

I grabbed the piece of paper and opened it. It was a note that left me in shock.

"I'm sorry, I'm tired of everything. I wont come back. -Eric"

I look at my mom in tears.

"Where did you find this mom?" I look at her in dismay.

"It was under my pillows. What happened? Was there another woman?" Her voice sounded so low.

"I'm so sorry I didn't tell you mom. I planned to tell you, I just wanted for you to get better before I had to think of a way to say this."

"You knew? How did- why? Why didn't you tell me? Am I alone in this?" Her voice is breaking, turning into a whisper.

"No, no mom you're not alone in this." I continue on as I grab her shoulders, "Listen to me mom, I'm sorry I-"

"Please go.." She spoke out..

"Mom, please, just let me explain."

"Please.. Elianne, just go.. please!" She pleads. I walk out the room in shame.

She needed to take a pause, and I understood. I stayed laying my head into her door. Not knowing what to do.

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It was morning as the sunlight was filling up the room with light. I spent the rest of the night making breakfast for mom.

I opened the room in shock, she was nowhere to be found. I quickly searched everywhere in the room where then I could possibly find her.

The closet...

She wasn't there.

I then walked into the bathroom..

It was covered in blood...

My heart felt like it was about to burst..

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A/N: Don't you just hate getting flashbacks from things you don't want to remember. [Heard this quote from somewhere]