ugly • min yoongi

compulsive ; 3

A/N : This is a rough draft.

☆~ FLASHBACK
a month ago...

"I love you, mom." I whisper to her as I rest my head in her arms at her hospital bed.

She was asleep.. I hated seeing her like this. She would constantly faint, and we would end up here. She would always do well, just not until recently...

My dad has been doing okay, ever since the incident he's been working hard for my mom.

However I don't think it's been going well with her...

I also have been skipping school to take care of my mom. I could only worry for her, but Yoongi has been helping me with the things I've missed although he's been against of me not taking good care of myself.

I've been trying..

Every now and then Yoongi would call to check up on my mom and I, he would ask how things were going since he could only stay with me on the weekends.

A few moments after I fell asleep next to her...

☆~~

The next morning was a Saturday. I woke up, and I saw my mom still asleep.

I then heard a beep in my phone, signalling that I got a text. I looked over it and saw my dad's name on top as the recent send, right below that text is a text from Yoongi. I tapped Yoongi's message first to see, and he said he's on his way to the hospital. I looked at my dad's next to see what the message he sent was, and it read,

"I'm sorry, honey.."

I was so confused, why was he apologizing? I didn't know what to do as my heart begins to race.

I pressed my dad's name to call him.. no response...

I decided to call my dad's office. My mind was going places that could think of the worst possible thing that could happen. It can't be that the worst would be that bad..

It rang 3 times

"Thank you for calling. This is Jade, how may I help you?"

I walk outside to the door and closed it behind me.

"Yes, I'm looking for Mr. Kim.. Is he there?"

"Uh... uhm, and who is calling?"

"His daughter..."

She pauses for a second..

"Elianne, is that right?"

"Yes, that's me.. What's going on?" I continue to worry as I walk back and forth the waiting area.

"Didn't you know? Your father resigned a couple days ago, and if I'm not mistaken he's at the airport to leave the country today."

I stopped..

"What?" A soft murmur came out of me.

"What do you mean?" I say,

It couldn't be, right? He wouldn't resign and leave.. Right? He promised that he would fix everything and do better. He told me that. He promised me that, he told me that everything is going to be okay.. he promised me...

"Do you know which airport he is and his time of flight?" I continued.

"Unfortunately, we don't know informations like these since we don't usually converse especially after his resignation. This is also no longer his office, and I tend to not know people's personal affairs. However, I deeply apologize as you may seem to not know what has happened. Have a good day sweetie." And she just hang up..

By the time the phone call was over, Yoongi comes to me and asks me what's going on and why was I outside.

"My dad left, Yoongi. We have to find him. I tried calling his office, but a woman said he resigned and left. He texted me today saying that he's sorry. We have to go to the airport Yoongi, we have to!" I say as I shake both his shoulders.

He held my hands and looked at me intently..

"Calm, El, breathe.." he then continued,

"We will find him.. Let's go."

We ran on the way to get a cab.

We finally found one, and Yoongi quickly signalled the driver with his hand. Gesturing him to stop.

We quickly got in the cab, "The nearest airport please, and step on it." He said.

All I could think about was my father. I tried texting him as I was shaking. Yoong seemed to have noticed it and placed his arm around me, securing me against the world so that no one could hurt me.

He was whispering calming words to my ear,

"You'll be okay..."

"Do you know that you're the first and last thing I think about throughout the day.. Since you came to my life I smile a lot more than I used to.."

I close my eyes as he spoke these words to me. I couldn't think straight, but this was somehow bits by bits calming me.

☆~~

We were finally there. We quickly got out and went everywhere to find my dad.

He was nowhere to be seen.

We kept going, until I saw a familiar back from afar..

It's him... and he is with her... his secretary.

I ran as far and as much as I could, I called and yelled his name countless times. He wouldn't turn back from the line..

We were almost there...

"Dad!! Dad!!" I cry out. I tried pushing through the line, but the security stopped me. Yoongi tried to remove me from the security and their hold from me.

He never looked back...

My dad went on as I blurt out his name again and again..

He was gone.. along with his lies.

☆~~

I never knew how much I could've cried until now. Yoong was there to hug me as the security escorted us out. I've never felt so many emotions at once until now. I've felt betrayal, frustration, hatred, and pain all at once. I didn't know what I would tell my mother now.

"Eli..." Yoongi says, "Let's go back for now.."

And we went back..

☆~~

I walked to see my mom inside, she's still laying down in her hospital bed, still unconscious.

I told Yoongi that I needed some time alone with her. So he went out to get some food for us since he knew that I haven't eaten, and so did he.

How can I tell her this now..

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A/N : I still don't know.