My Hope 「J.Hoseok」

{Chp.8 "Respect"}

A week has passed after our class field trip and I started to talk to Hoseok, Yoongi and Jungkook again. Though I'm still burdened by a lot of things I stayed quiet.

"Noona..." Jungkooks suddenly calls my name as four of us walk down the school hall way.

"Huh?" I asked.
He stopped his footsteps.

"I'm sorry we made you run away like that pwease forgive usㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ" He sobbed.

I didn't know what to say. This was his..10th time? apologizing.

"She already said her response Jungkook-ah you don't need to pressure her or you'll get her worried." Yoongi says to Jungkook.

Jungkook looked at me and..
"WAAAAA IM SORRY"

I am clueless I don't what to do. I try comforting him and saying it's okay but he still continues to cry..in the middle of the hallway.

As Hoseok, Yoongi and me try to stop Jungkook I noticed someone walked by us. I looked over on who it was. It was Hanbin.

I owe him for saving me from my anxiety attack. We haven't gotten to talk at all. Also something inside of me feels weird when I think of him...it feels like I've met him before.

I continued to look at him walk away farther and farther.

"Who are you looking at?" A sudden voice appeared behind me.
I turned around and it was Namjoon.

"Hey Y/n! You're looking happier than usual" he says to me.
And those words shocked me.

"Oh Namjoon hey." Hoseok came to us leaving Yoongi having to deal with Jungkook.

Namjoon looked at Hoseok and he was suddenly stiff.

"H-h-ey!" he stutters.
Remembering from my memory..Namjoon respects Hoseok like I do.

I wanted to talk to him about it but he seems to be busy all the time and so I never get the chance to talk to him.

"Hey Y/n I wanna talk to you about something are you free after school?" Namjoon suddenly asked.

"Huh?" I was dumbfounded.
Maybe this time I can talk to him about it. About the feelings inside of me that I don't understand.

"Yeah I am free after school.." I say.

"Good meet me by the boys locker rooms after school see ya" he walked away and headed towards his class.

I stood there looking at Namjoon walking away confused.

"You want me to come with Y/n?" Hoseok asked.
My heart skipped a beat.

"No it's fine I actually wanted to talk to him too so..its better if I go alone" I smiled.

"Y/n..." He said my name.
I looked at him with the face that says 'Yes?'

"How do you feel about me?" he asked.
As he asked that question blood rushed through my face. I panicked and I didn't know what to say.

Hoseok covered his mouth and his face was red.

"Sorry..that was out of the blue" he mumbled.
Seems like he wants to know how I feel about him and I would like to know too, how I feel about him.

"You said...y-you liked me very much and..I just want to conform it.." he looked at from my gaze.
My heart started to beat fast. These feelings are confusing but until I know what they mean..I know how I feel about Hoseok for now.

"Yes! I like you very much! I really respect you!" I say him.

"Huh?" he seemed confused.
He looked at me and it looks like his face is not red anymore.