Forgetting I ever loved a Full-Buster

What the F*** just Happened?! (edited)

Gray pov

I walk to my house feeling high. 'Did that really happen? It was out of this world!' I feel giddy.....

Giddy is new but not bad. I should feel guilt but.....

I'll cross that bridge......

As I bask in my memories the desire to have her again swims in my mind. 'She's mine. My juvia' He says. The need to give her something becomes profound thanks to him. The possessed too. Still, I want to take care of her. I know how it looks all this happening right after she's open her body to me but I remind myself that I've always had feelings for her.

When I was walking around town earlier i saw this braclet with a snowflake on it. I'll get some advice about confessing from Mira or Natsu tomorrow. I'll show her that its not about the bomb sex. Natsu can help me there. Even though he's an flaming idiot he has been dating the girl he loves for most of the year and they seem happy.

I know she has something going on but maybe I can help her make it better.... I just hope...... I ruffle my hair in frustration as I chase away the harsh possibility.

Next day at the guild

Juvia pov.

I woke up later than I wanted since I only slept like 4 hours. I feel terrible. Last night comes to my mind and it was the Hottest Greatest ship wreck ever. I chuckle at my weird mind as I realize sometimes that is life.

I get out of bed slowly. My body hurts. Gray was......in lack of better words big, thick, and long. My core is sore. It was !!!! Everything I would've imagined.

Except fulfilling. I didn't feel anything from it at least nothing that has lasted except my sore watering hole. "Oh well enough about Gray" I say out loud.

I check myself in the mirror and I look like I've been in a fight. Lol. I take a warm shower, braid my hair in a single to the back, put on some concealer and light makeup. I'm not really hungry. But I have a blender and make myself a blueberry smoothie with granola. It's yummy.

I think I should do a mission. Yeah. I'll take a longer one this time to clear my head of Gray. Maybe a 6 month or a yearly one.

Speaking of that, lots of things have changed in the guild. For one we're all S class wizards as of a few years ago. First Natsu, then Gray, then Lucy and I that same year, Cana another year, and Wendy and Romeo this year. Its been crazy but fun. We really are the strongest guild.

I walk into the guild and say hello to everyone. I notice Gray but I turn to look at the board on the first floor and then the one on the second. He's talking to Mira and she has hearts in her eyes. I stop breathing for a minute. I hope he isnt telling her what happened last night!....

It doesnt matter anyway. I'm leaving and it was a one time thing.

'Wanted mage to capture dark guild master' and disband it.' Gajeel and levy still work with the council sometimes so perhaps I should get them in on it. 'Reward 500,000,000 j.' Not bad. Ill do it. I walk toward Mira and hand her the flyer. Gray is sitting down with a perplexed look on his face eyeballing me from the side. I stare briefly but remind myself I need to move on and walk out to get some air.

Mira pov

'Mira I want to take this job'. Juvia says with a serious face. "Sure, but don't you think you could use a team or something? And it's a long one. I can go with you if you want." Juvia thought about it. skeptical at first then mowing it over for a few more seconds a smile appeared and said 'I'd be honored. And what about your husband?' She asks with a sly smile. "Also I was going to see Gajeel and Levy first at the council for more information. But we can head out in 4 days at 8am to Crocus. Just keep me posted if you can still come or not after you talk to Laxus."

She turns around and walks out with only a single glance toward Gray. That's not what I was expecting at all.
I'm only going to keep an eye on her. I know she can handle herself. Over the years she's even rivaled Erza in furiousity and strength. I'm just concerned. I'm so in thought I didn't peep Laxus frowning before wrapping his arms around my waist. He must not approve.

'oi she devil' he starts 'you're leaving for a 1 year mission without me?' "Youre more than welcome to come if you like." I purr. I love my pickachu. He grins gives me a deep kiss and nods.... I love this guy.

He pulls away with a tint on his cheeks and a fire in his eye that I know all too well. He's excited. We got married 2 years ago. Levy and Gajeel are engaged. I suspect natsu will propose soon but I have no evidence. And Jelall and erza are seriously dating as well. Its just gray and juvia left really.

Their progress is sooo slow. My ship!!!! My heart is crushed. But more than that I fear she's already pulled away. Sigh. And after he finally wants to confess.

Gray pov

She she said hello and nothing else. After last night I was somewhat excited to see her today and confess. I don't know where she went.

When Mira comes back she's blushing but has a frustrated face. "What's the mission" I ask. Mira grins sadly. 'Mavis I think.' "Oh we're going on a government mission for a year. We're taking down a dark guild. I have to be honest I'm afraid she may not like you anymore. I'm not sure. But..... I won't let it happen. I'll think of something. Do you think I should pull out so you can be her partner instead?" She thought out loud trying to hook us up.

"Well she didn't ask me let alone say anything to me and it's after last night too......" I trail off pondering Juvia actions and attitude out loud.

Mira interrupts my thoughts "what happened last night?" I blush and turn around and head for the doors but knowing Mira she saw. What the hell is Juvia thinking? Miras eyes turns to hearts again. Her frustatuon completely forgotten.

I search all over the immediate area for Juvia. I sniff the air. I can smell her. My devil slayer magic helps. He wants to find her too.

I follow my nose to the forest and then to a small lake. And I see her sitting by the edge with her dress hiked up and her legs and feet in the water. I really like her hair but I think her waves are best. I peek around a tree and step on a branch. She hears and asks me to show myself. I freak out but step forward. Her face hardens when she sees me.

I feel a pang in my heart. I don't like that look. It's hurtful............ Does she hate me?
"Juvia why do you hate me?" I ask "what happened between us last night until now? "

That's all I got today. I hope you like. Gray is........ Not being like gray but I'll try to be more convincing. :)