I sat on the ground crying alone with nobody around I was super crushed by the fact Ace was gone for good it hurt more then ever I read her Wattpad Stories and no new ones left I left her emails no new emails I let her messages none she was really gone I pulled my knees close to me crying seeing my tears flow trying to figure out why I felt like this why I missed her so much I looked up realizing that I could not let her go that it was to tough for me to she did everything for me I did everything for her and I would never see or hear from her again she was truly gone thinking how the hell can I ever get her back to me ever as I sang a sad little song that popped in my head that I just made up on the spot as the tears kept falling from my face.
Me Singing
Ace I think of you everyday if only you knew how much I cared if only you knew how exactly much I cared for you hold me tight let me sleep in your arms tonight as the tears flow letting you hear my pain and cries to you I try to escape but no matter how hard I try my heart keeps pushing me to you could it be a sign no it could not it's crazy but we were already crazy the memories passing through my mind missing you like the tide the world is not the same without you and even if I wanted to hold you I could not because your not here with me I know I did my wrongs and to many mistakes to count I'm super sorry I know I fucked up this is a battle we have to face alone I know but just listen to the sound of my beating broken heart and find me when your ready because I will be waiting for you my little Phoenix hush hush now here is my lullaby to you dream safe dream sound and let your dreams flow think of me when I'm still crying I know you still hate me but I think of you every single day of my life your legs dancing like the moon one day you will walk again as we dance and sing along with the melody inside are heads but know just one thing I miss you like crazy every single day and night I miss you.
