As the blood spilled out of me was so much I lost to much blood it was just a pool of it Chris looked at the blood spilled on the floor as my tears fell from my eyes I told him feeling super weak on the bitter point of death saying out to him C....C......Ch....Chris I....I...I'm d..d..dying help me he was in tears saying I can't I'm so sorry you lost to much blood I cut myself more with my nails saying Not the dying part I'm happy to die it at least will keep me from this heartbreak I feel in me he freaked out saying are you crazy and insane you just want to die because of Ace and what she did I said yes I'm not meant t...t...to be here no more I mess up a lot pushing people away I don't belong in this world Chris I even pushed you away when you were the only one who made me happy and now your gone I'm so sorry he put his hand on my face saying you should not just die because of the mistakes you did to me to her as a tear fell from my face saying nobody cares for me anymore not after I messed up so much even my one real friend I had left left me just like that I don't belong here Chris not anymore I felt Chris's tear drop on my face yelling that's not true you still belong here yes you might be annoying a lot but the rest just stop hurting yourself with ok it's not worth Victimizing yourself over Ace and Me there's so much to you you don't know you have so much potential I laugh saying no I don't I'm to stupid and I upses with people and just push them away right after I can't be here no longer I'm sorry but I have to let go Chris yelled Nooo!! I can't let you just go like that a tear ran down my face saying I'm sorry I can't be here no longer as I said my final words tell Ace I love her and that I'm sorry I could not be there to protect her when she needed me most I wish I could have done better I'm so sorry. Chris yelled out NOOOOO!!! Don't leave me here alone god nooo!! I said slowly I'm so sorry goodbye Chris......forever as I closed my eyes slowly about to let go.
