Chris's P.O.V
I grabbed the other letter to Ace and read what she said to her it said....
Dear Ace:
Chris probably told you I was not alive by the moment you get this and you would not give a absolute shit about it and laugh it off thinking he was joking or something but it's true or else I would be giving you this letter if I were alive Ace I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused you I wish I could turn back time and change things but I can't you meant the world to me the lightning will be me watching over you and the thunder will be my broken heart that lays on the bathroom floor or hallway floor in the school that I died in I know you hate me but I'm so sorry I wish I could hold you in my arms well you cried in them I wish we could be friends again but thats impossible it's hell without you and now that I'm dead I'm probably in hell Ace I just wanted to say I'm sorry for everything I said and I just wanted you to know that I still love you and still call you my sister every time even in death I still do.I cried just reading it what she said to Ace I could feel she really meant by it she had it from her left over pieces of her heart as my heart was tearing up inside just reading it she really cared a lot for her I could feel as my tears flowed on the girl laying in my arms body I whispered why why did you go as I felt her luscious lips with my finger I felt a tear drop on it as I knew she was lost forever letting go of her lips.