It isn't in my BLOOD!!!
Chris screamed shocked out of his wits I said I told you you missed a wound but there is not a wound on the outside that's making me bleed like crazy it's on the inside.
It isn't in my blood.
Chris lifted my shirt up to where I was starting to bleed the blood dropped on the floor creating a puddle I was bleeding way to fast as I grabbed my iPod looking at Ace's photo in tears making more blood squirt out as I sang.
Looking through my phone again feeling anxious afraid to be alone again I hate this trying to find a way to chill can't breathe ohhhh is there somebody who could help me.
Chris wiped off the blood trying to find the wound but there was nothing there I told him I told you there was no wound on the outside it's something on the inside that is making me bleed like this Chris gasped saying under his breath a shattered and broken heart as I said yes exactly you can't fix it it's impossible no wound no cuts you can't just stitch it up like nothing he was flipping out as I was losing lots of blood still bleeding,crying and singing.
It's like the walls are caving in sometimes I feel like giving up no medicine is strong enough someone help me.
Chris was flipping saying I can't help there is no wound there I wish I could but I can't oh my god WHY!!!.
I'm crawling in my skin sometimes I feel like giving up but I just can't.
Chris looked at me like don't lose anymore blood I'm not going to be the one responsible for your death please just don't as I did exactly the opposite.
IT IS'NT IN MY BLOOD!!! It isn't in my blood I need somebody now I need somebody now somebody to help me now I need somebody now.
As more blood spilled feeling weak like I was dying Chris was screaming WHY DID YOU DO THAT DO YOU WANT TO DIE NOW THAT BAD!!! I said YES in tears ACE IS GONE CHRIS I CAN'T LIVE ON LIFE WITHOUT HER SHE MEANT MY WORLD TO ME SOMEBODY WHO ACTUALLY UNDERSTOOD HOW I WAS FEELING as I coughed up blood he said in shock Oh My God rushing up to me as a tear left my face singing with all the strength I had in me the last part of the song feeling completely weak after.
Help me it's like the walls are caving in sometimes I feel like giving up but I just can't.
Chris said don't you dare say you want to die she's not worth dying for if she just hurts you.
IT I'SNT IN MY BLOOD!!! It isn't in my BLOOD!!! Ohhh hoooo ohhhhhhhwhooooooooohohhhhhhhhhhhh it isn't in my blood I need somebody now it isn't in my blood I need somebody now it isn't in my BLOOD!!!.
