My eyes water as I finish my song as my tears get worse I wanted to be held one last time as I struggled with the pain opening to my friends page crying my eyes out she was so pretty and beautiful I giggled as I remembered some thought she was a boy as I smiled as a tear fell to her page in the yearbook as I looked right at her she was beautiful especially for a portages person she was so gorgeous I could not believe it the tears kept falling as I remembered the way we used to be together as I put my head on her photo whispering in a soft voice I wish I could hold you now Ace and cry in your side but I can't the tears flowed more and more as the tears got harder to deal with I had nobody else but her in my mind I closed the book getting back to crying like crazy as I made a fist screaming Ace's name yelling WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE ALONE!!! I was so mad at her for leaving me all alone I continued WHY DID YOU NOT TAKE ME WITH YOU ACE!!!! As the tears got worse I could not feel me able to breathe anymore it hurt to much to it was like I was being ripped apart inside as I let go of my fist as I covered my face crying in tears I knew are friendship was lost for good and a life without her there with me was a life I did not want to live with at all.