I cried almost to much to see as I heard footsteps come towards me I looked up as I saw my crush run to me my face filled with tears as the pain got worse and worse I said to him Don't look at me don't as I wined and cried in tears screaming like crazy the pain was so agonizing I could not believe how much pacing I was feeling in me as he held me close as I cried in his shoulder screaming WHY DID SHE LEAVE ME HERE ALONE AND AFRAID WHY!!! He held me tighter as my tears got harder I cried so much that I could barely see the tears were going down like crazy my stomach felt so bad that I felt like I was dying it hurt so freaking bad I dropped into his shoulder weak and helpless as I let all the tears flow the pain ran up my spine as it got to the point when I could not take it no more I let go and it hurt like hell because I still held on to that friendship I wished me and Ace still had even though it was not even there anymore I still wanted it to it felt great being in a fantasy because then you did not have to struggle pain and the agony of losing a friend that left you already as my tears kept falling I could feel a puddle right on the floor as I was sitting in my own puddle of tears the pain was super bad unlike any other pain I have ever felt before it felt like it just hit me and made me cry for hours and hours it hurt that bad.
