(Jay's P.O.V)
When the bell rang at the end of geometry I couldn't wait to get out of there. My stomach was doing backflips all period. I ran to the bathroom because I felt like I had to puke. After about to minutes of trying to throw up with no success I decided to give up and just go to class. I walked out of the bathroom jut in time to see Nate kiss Ryan, I wished I could disappear. I put my head down and rushed to class so Nate couldn't see me. When I got to class the first thing I did after taking my seat was take out my phone and text my sister.
(a/n: Jay has his sister's # saved as "troll" cuz ya know siblings are terrible)
Me
T I can't do it 😫Troll 😷
Y what happened??When I got her text I kept replaying the scene I saw at Nate's locker. I didn't know whether or not I wanted to scream or cry or both. I watched the door of the classroom waiting for CeCe to come to class. Nate walked passed and waved. I waved back and smiled. When he smiled back at me I got butterflies in my stomach I looked back down at my phone and frowned.
Me
I saw him kiss Ryan 😫
I can't compete with him
He's so much better looking than me
Maybe if I looked like him then Nate will like me
Can u pick me up some blonde hair dye on ur way home??As I waited for Tiara to reply CeCe finally came to class and took the seat in front of me. "Jay you look like a stressed out mom." She teased. I said nothing and just looked down at my phone and watched my sister's messages come through.
Troll😷
Jay ur 10x better looking than Ryan
His eyes are too close together!
He's too short
U can totally tell blonde isn't his natural hair color
He takes bad selfies!!Me
Ok maybe I'll try wen he comes to my class 7thMy sister always managed to put a smile on my face. I finally looked up at CeCe. "Who are you texting?" I asked. "Nick." She replied shielding her phone from my view. I texted my sister again.
Me
I see Rachel 4th period...Troll😷
Good. Dump her
Dump her 4th get ur mans 7th perfect plan
Even if u do chicken out & don't ask Nate out dump her anyway
Mom doesn't like her
Lukey doesn't either
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Forever
General Fiction**WARNING** It's a gay story "I'll always protect you from bad things Jay Jay." "Forever?" "Forever." Nate's an openly gay Catholic with depression, Jay's a panicked gay in the closet with an eating disorder. Watch as these two best friends become m...