(Jay's P.O.V)
When the bell rang at the end of geometry I couldn't wait to get out of there. My stomach was doing backflips all period. I ran to the bathroom because I felt like I had to puke. After about to minutes of trying to throw up with no success I decided to give up and just go to class. I walked out of the bathroom jut in time to see Nate kiss Ryan, I wished I could disappear. I put my head down and rushed to class so Nate couldn't see me. When I got to class the first thing I did after taking my seat was take out my phone and text my sister.
(a/n: Jay has his sister's # saved as "troll" cuz ya know siblings are terrible)
Me
T I can't do it 😫
Troll 😷
Y what happened??
When I got her text I kept replaying the scene I saw at Nate's locker. I didn't know whether or not I wanted to scream or cry or both. I watched the door of the classroom waiting for CeCe to come to class. Nate walked passed and waved. I waved back and smiled. When he smiled back at me I got butterflies in my stomach I looked back down at my phone and frowned.
Me
I saw him kiss Ryan 😫
I can't compete with him
He's so much better looking than me
Maybe if I looked like him then Nate will like me
Can u pick me up some blonde hair dye on ur way home??
As I waited for Tiara to reply CeCe finally came to class and took the seat in front of me. "Jay you look like a stressed out mom." She teased. I said nothing and just looked down at my phone and watched my sister's messages come through.
Troll😷
Jay ur 10x better looking than Ryan
His eyes are too close together!
He's too short
U can totally tell blonde isn't his natural hair color
He takes bad selfies!!
Me
Ok maybe I'll try wen he comes to my class 7th
My sister always managed to put a smile on my face. I finally looked up at CeCe. "Who are you texting?" I asked. "Nick." She replied shielding her phone from my view. I texted my sister again.
Me
I see Rachel 4th period...
Troll😷
Good. Dump her
Dump her 4th get ur mans 7th perfect plan
Even if u do chicken out & don't ask Nate out dump her anyway
Mom doesn't like her
Lukey doesn't either
YOU ARE READING
Forever
General Fiction**WARNING** It's a gay story "I'll always protect you from bad things Jay Jay." "Forever?" "Forever." Nate's an openly gay Catholic with depression, Jay's a panicked gay in the closet with an eating disorder. Watch as these two best friends become m...
