The Flash (Book 2) Slow Updates

Gone|Cisco x Reader

Warnings:
Death, tears, just really sad. 😭 Forgive me.

Imagine Cisco finally being able to let out his tears that were caused by your death in front of Barry and Caitlin.

"Hey, Cisco?" Caitlin said.
Cisco turned his head to her, stopping what he was doing with his new gadget.
"Yeah?" He asked. "What's up?"
Cisco sounded positive. As if nothing happened not even a month ago. But that didn't stop Caitlin from worrying about him.
"Are you okay?" She asked.
"Why does everyone ask me that?" Cisco chuckled nervously, now aware where this was going. "I'm fine."
"The girl you loved died three weeks ago, and you haven't talked about it. Not even once." Caitlin said.
"Okay so wh-"
"She's right, Cisco." Barry said. "It's like you haven't grieved for her."
Cisco set his gadget down slowly but fiercely.
He tightened his lips together and closed his eyes.
"I haven't greived for her? You're kidding. Just because I don't want to share my personal feelings and cry my heart out in front of everyone doesn't mean I don't care." Cisco said. "If anything, I'd say it isn't any of your business."
"Not any of our business? She was our family too, Cisco." Barry said.
"Why are we even bringing this up? What's your goal!?" Cisco snapped.
"Don't you think we cared about her too, I me-"
"No! Don't you think for the first week I sat up all night crying, hoping, and wishing that it was just a dream? I loved her! I loved her and now she's gone!"
Cisco was shouting now. Barry and Caitlin let him get it all out, not saying a word.
"She didn't leave by choice, Cisco.." Caitlin mumbled.
"Exactly." Cisco wiped a tear away. "She's gone because of me."
"Don't say that. It wasn't your fault." Barry stopped Cisco from speaking.
"I didn't get there in time. My breach- it didn't.. I-I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry (Y/N)."
"Oh, Cisco." Caitlin hugged him. "It'll be alright."
"I couldn't save her. Now I'm stuck without her.. I can't go without her, Caitlin. I can't. I don't even feel like myself anymore."
"She was the other part of me..." He cried. "The best part of me."