Story of Seamonkey

It started 13th June 2017

Thats when the world took you away from me

I can still remember finding out in the hospital

The news broke my heart, I fell to my knees

You see, I dont know if you understand

My entire life ive dreamed to be a dad

And on the 8th of April when I found out she was pregnant

I was shocked, I was scared, I was upset, and glad

You see... I had mixed feelings I didnt have a clue

How to express them, I didnt quite know what to do

I was living independently and struggled on my own

But I stepped up to my job and just do what I had to do

I was scared to tell my parents, worried about their reaction

But they said "You did this, now its time for action"

Now everyday I was growing, getting stronger

For Seamonkey's arrival it was always feeling longer

Until after 10 weeks and 5 days, on the emergency scan

Something was wrong but I tried to keep together like a man

The nurse looked at me and said "Theres something wrong,

With all that bleeding, your Seamonkey is now gone"

My heart stopped and I swear it missed a few beats

I got outside, was wobbly on my feet

I was in tears, but I could barely see my phone

But was able to call my dad so he can take me home

This was a year ago, its gone so fast

Hold onto every memory in the past

You know... It's been difficult for me

Because happiness in my life rarely do last

Now let me tell you, It's never as easy as it seems

Being a dad has always been my dream

Seamonkey, Daddy needs to talk to you

Losing you was something I didnt want to do

It killed me inside, but I keep a blank face

I feel you growing in the clouds, looks like a cosy place

Wish I can see you, even for another day

I hope you can feel it in the words I say

Its giving me pain, I feel the need to cry and weep

I wish you were here so you can help me sleep

I Love You Seamonkey!