[Verse 1:]
People say I'm brave when I'm not brave
Theres nothing of you that I could have saved
Wish theres photos of you that I could take
But I've been long left with a heartbreak
For 11 months now is almost been a year
I'm still shattered and broken in tears
But everyday I'm wanting you here
It's hard to show my emotions
And it's hard to let it out
I can't speak how i feel
It's like I'm burning now
It's almost been a year since you left me
It's almost a year that I've been empty
Words cant explain what u mean to me,
It's not as easy as it seems but I need you with me
Most of my life fatherhood has been a dream
But now that chance is over, it's gone
I'm always questioning did I do something wrong?
Did I mess up somehow, I'm not too sure
All I know is I want you back so Im writing you this song
I cant bring you back and I would even if it kills me
Come back to me so I can heal please
I need you in my arms right now
Lay with me til I fall asleep
Its still hard to get by to see another week, lord help me please
[Chorus:]
I should have had you when I had the chance to (the chance to)
I'm here alone in my house and I'm wishing I'm holding you right now, baby
I'm always wondering what it's like to be a dad to you
Seamonkey you have been gone a long time
Why have you left me behind
[Verse 2:]
I'm sick of all these nightmares, they come unexpecting
But when people argue they say I'm just pretending
They say that your not real, they say you dont exist
You're the reason I got "Sm:)e" tattooed on my wrist
To keep me strong through the right and through the wrong
The good times and bad times I write into this song
Only thing I can do is sing these songs that I write
Believe it or not it's what gets me through the night
Seamonkey your daddy needs you, why did you have to leave me
Wish I could have seen you and you to see me
I need you and you would have needed me
It's been nearly a year when you stopped breathing
And it kills me to this day, I dont know what to say
It would make me happy to see you for a day
At least then I know what you look like, and your gender
Be a boy or a girl, my loves a never ender
[Chorus:]
I should have had you when I had the chance to (the chance to)
I'm here alone in my house and I'm wishing I'm holding you right now, baby
I'm always wondering what it's like to be a dad to you
Seamonkey you have been gone a long time
Why have you left me behind
[Chorus:]
I should have had you when I had the chance to (the chance to)
I'm here alone in my house and I'm wishing I'm holding you right now, baby
I'm always wondering what it's like to be a dad to you
Seamonkey you have been gone a long time
Why have you left me behind
YOU ARE READING
Story of Seamonkey
PoesiaThese are poems and songs. I struggle talking to people sometimes, so I wrote these which goes into depth about how I felt, how I'm feeling, what it put me through and how hard it was in the most heartbreaking part of my life
