Our lives could have been so good
But mama had to fuck it all up
And now your daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
No daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
X2
My baby, i really wish i knew you
Im your father, we were never introduced to
Your mums the reason that i never got to meet you
And i know your mums is now engaged to a new dude
Wish i met you at the birth
A beautiful baby you would be
I wish you were here
It could have been you and me
But no, your mother never cared
All she want is weed drugs and alcohol all the time and keep her legs in the air
She stole my nickname for you
And had it tattooed on her arm
Just coz shes the mother dont mean she didnt cause any harm
Coz she did, she hurt me by killing you
15 months gone with the shit shes put me through
She got police on me for something i didnt do
Theres a lot of moons and stars separating me and you
What she put me through wasnt really fair
Just know i love you seamonkey, i wish that you could be here
Our lives could have been so good
But mama had to fuck it all up
And now your daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
No daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
X2
10 weeks and 5 days was when i lost you
Just so you know i will always love you
Seamonkey you will never be forgotten
Wishing you were here and be spoiled rotten
My angel, you got a massive family
And we all wondered what gender you'd be
Our life would have been so perfect
Our life would have been so sweet
Made me responsible
Got me on my feet
13th of june was hard to get my head around
Losing you made me wish i was in the ground
And not you, your far to young
Gone too soon, daughter or son
Losing you has got me fucked in the brain
Made me suicidal, i became insane
If you were here you would have my last name
But your not, everyday i carry this wicked pain
Our lives could have been so good
But mama had to fuck it all up
And now your daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
No daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
X2
Currently my life has hit the floor
I can't lie to you, shit is hard
I should be buildin' with the Lord
It could be what I'm missin' or
Maybe I should continue to hurt your momma and diss her more
Just to relieve the tension that sits in my heart, 'cause it is sore
When I'm spittin' bars about wanting you but your in the stars
Everything i done in life you were the one I did it for
My relationship with your momma is sittin' in the morgue
After all this hell, I can't lie, Dont think she could hurt me more
Our lives are so unhappy
'Cause this world is cold and nasty
Just know your daddy don't condone havin' a broken family
I'm so sad we couldn't work out our issues 'fore you arrived
And now you have to suffer
'Cause Mom and Daddy have stupid lives
You're way too young to notice it
You don't deserve to go through this
I dont hit women but this time I will assault the bitch
At least then karma will get her by surprise
Look at your momma, thank her for fuckin' up all our lives, and sing
Our lives could have been so good
But mama had to fuck it all up
And now your daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
No daddy doesnt fuck with your mama
X2
YOU ARE READING
Story of Seamonkey
PoesíaThese are poems and songs. I struggle talking to people sometimes, so I wrote these which goes into depth about how I felt, how I'm feeling, what it put me through and how hard it was in the most heartbreaking part of my life
