[Hook]
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick (so sick)
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
My baby's gone, you can see it in my eyes
I ain't even got the strength to fucking cry
So tell me if you can find me
Where'd I go? Have you seen me?
I don't know
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and
Now I can't believe this is happening, where did I go?
[Verse]
I be feeling gone, lost, ain't got no purpose
Trying to jot my verses
kicked out of churches
But I'm stuck with these rotten curses
Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through
'Cause I never had a family i can turn to
I got shit on my nerves
To give me the urge
To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control
But I can't 'cause I'm stuck in a hole
The devil tryna puppet my soul
god took seamonkey away now i aint got a baby to hold
No! I cant cope with no more
staying at home, keeping hidden in closed doors
Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar
I wake up some mornings and im thinking "no more!"
Fuck my life, the fuck am I doin', man?
some say "you the man, I love your songs I'm becoming a fan"
Issues occured and started back in wootton avoided getting beat up
Now I distance myself with minimal friends coz musics the drug I O-D'd on
[Hook]
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick (so sick)
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
My baby's gone, you can see it in my eyes
I ain't even got the strength to fucking cry
So tell me if you can find me
Where'd I go? Have you seen me?
I don't know
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and
Now I can't believe this is happening, where did I go?
YOU ARE READING
Story of Seamonkey
PoezjaThese are poems and songs. I struggle talking to people sometimes, so I wrote these which goes into depth about how I felt, how I'm feeling, what it put me through and how hard it was in the most heartbreaking part of my life