Everythang that glitters aint gold (Book 1)

I'm hurting pt.1

Athena
2 weeks later

For the past two weeks I've received in my bubble. Tariq, marcus, Angelo, Trey, Dante, and Melanie have a been being really nice but I've been pushing them away. My mom brought back memories that I had pushed far back in my head. I never told my dad because Ian want him to kill him .
Its currently Monday at 5 a.m. . My heart is hurting and I just keep having flash backs

-Flash back 10 years ago-

My mom had just left me here with her new boyfriend Romeo while she went to work. They'd been dating for about two months now. I was at the fridge putting some strawberries and grapes in a bowl. My butt all of a sudden started stinging . I turned around to see Romeo standing over me " hey princess" . " Why did you just hit me? " I asked with an attitude due to my still stinging butt. " Well I've told you not to walk around the house in shorts, right" "yessir " I said hoping he didn't whoop me. My dad told me next time he whoops me he'll make him go missing. " Well come on, put down your fruit and follow me" man I'mma call my dad after this. I followed him to my room and sat on the bed. I thought he would leave to go get a belt but he didn't. He pulled off his pants. "What the fuck? Put on your clothes" I said getting up to get my phone off my dresser . Before I could get there he grabbed me and pushed me back on my bed. He got on top of me and took my innocence. When he was done he went and showered, once he was done showering he asked me if I still wanted my fruit. I couldn't do anything but grab where I hurted , fold into a ball and cry. 8 hours later, my mom got home she found me crying .I told her what happened and she didn't believe me. I called my dad and told him I wanted to move with him . He asked after I got comfortable why I wanted to stay with him but I never told him the real truth.

-flash back over -

I get up and head into my restroom. I grabbed my sleeping pills and took 4 of them , I just want to sleep. After 10 minutes I still wasn't sleep so I took 4 more. After 10 minutes I was knocked out.

Tamica white
It was 8:00 and Athena still hasn't left for school. I didn't even realize until Anthony told me. I went to knock on her door and she didn't answer "baby, wake up " I said while opening the door. I noticed the pills next to her , mabey she took them last night, I thought to myself. I shook her "baby wake up" . I shook her again "baby wake up, wake up please for momma. Please " I realized I was yelling amd crying when Anthony pulled me off of her . "I called 911, just hold on " he said I couldn't help but cry. I was crying hysterically when the put my baby on the gurney , I was crying all the way to the hospital. After being there for 20 minutes I called her father , I had barely spoke to him since she's came back.
"What? "
"Our baby"
"What happened to my daughter? I sent her with you to be safe"
"She took some sleeping pills, she wouldn't wake up "
"Why would she? What the hell, does this have to do with why she left?"
"She never told you? "
"No"
"Oh well, it's up to her to tell you but we at memorial"
"Ight I'm flying out"
With that he hung up . About an hour later a doctor comes and tells me they pumped her stomach and she's okay. She had to stay for 24 hour suicide watch.

I walk to her room and grabbed her hand. She opened her eyes and all I could see was hurt in my baby's beautiful brown eyes. I know exactly what's eating her away and it was my fault. God please help us

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