I can't understand her!!! Why is she smiling when the truth is she's in pain?!!When the truth is, behind those smile is pain.
She's strong enough to protect and make others happy
But she's so fragile and weak inside to protect her self and to make her self happy.
She always think about others feelings,she always do things that can make others happy but can make her suffer...
Suffer in pain and loneliness
She's so loud when she laughs but she's quite when it comes to her sobs and tears
She always says "I'm fine, don't worry "
She always says "It's okay "
She always says "No problem,It's Easy"
She always says "I'm doing good,how about you?"
She always says "I can manage"
When the truth is
"I'm not fine"
"Actually It's hard, can you help me?"
"I have lots of problems to solve"
"I CAN'T!!!! ".....
"I'm alone "
She's Always lying
And,that's the reason why I hate my self because even though I hate lyers...
I can't... I can't hate the person that always make me smile,the reason why I smile and the reason why I'm still living in this world smiling.
And I want to be the reason of her Genuine smiles and laughters...
Someday
