Just Teach Me(Vhope)

chapter 19

It was all over Instagram,Twitter,Facebook, Snapchat....it was everywhere...

Jimin was still asleep on Hoseok's chest as Hoseok scrolled through all his social medias....they all said the same thing

There were 2 videos put up....Hoseok didn't know who put them up but they were there.... They were there for the whole world to see.

Hoseok sighed before clicking on the first one again

It played a scene that Hoseok once thought of as better times...happier ones

Hoseok and Taehyung were holding hands and kissing on Hoseoks bed in his room....somehow the footage looked like it had been taken from inside of their gorgeous apartment.

How Could this have been taken inside of their apartment? Was someone hiding in there? In a closet perhaps? In a corner? Hoseok had no idea.

The first video ended and immediatly switched pages to the other one. The play button was screaming at him, mocking him... Hoseok's thumb shook as it hovered over the play button. Hoseok stopped.... he'd already had to be a victim to this in real life.....why should he have to go through it again....

'its time for me to get over this' Hoseok thought before he clicked on the video....

This was a video taken at the day and time that Hoseok approached Taehyung and Taehyung shoved him making him hit his head on the counter and suffer from memory loss.

As Hoseok watched it again he started to feel shameful....why on Earth did he let Taehyung treat him like this......this happening and you watching it happen were two different things.....why was Hoseok chasing after Taehyung anyway?  He could have Jimin,he could have all the boys and girls all over the world and he chose to chase after one rude guy.

These are on the internet both of them......nobody except for the members knew about Vhope Hoseok didn't even want to see the comments.....they were probably filled with hate as usual...

Maybe it was better if Hoseok left BTS....he could be a dance teacher and not have so many people hate him and he could forget about Taehyung and rebuild his life....his spirit.

Taehyung said he loved him but did he even know what love is? Taehyung had little to no experience in relationships before Hoseok.....heck Hoseok had been Taehyungs first kiss.

Hoseok knew it was a bad idea to date someone so inexperienced but Taehyung was sweet gentle.....atleast he used to be...

In a way this was all Hoseok fault he had let Taehyung have sex with him while intoxicated..... Taehyung didn't seem to regret it but that was when Hoseok noticed Taehyung started acting different.

Hoseok didn't think that Taehyung was struggling with his feelings he just thought he was sad.

In all reality Taehyung had never had these feelings for anyone before and it was all knew to him....he had to check with someone......someone who wouldn't mind and wouldn't fall in love with him or like him.

Jungkook seemed like a good option he couldn't enjoy the kiss because Taehyung didn't look at all similar to the person he liked....and Jungkook couldn't fall for him because Jungkook's heart was captured by another and so was Taehyungs,he just hadn't figured it out yet.

When Taehyung had first asked Jungkook,Jungkook had looked at him like he was crazy....insisting that this kiss better make Taehyung come to his senses if he was going to be suffering like this and so without further ado Jungkook let his freind kiss him.

Jungkook pulled away almost immediately. wiping his mouth swiftly trying to get rid of any traces of Taehyungs lips on his....and if scrubbing his mouth hadn't been enough Jungkook ran to the bathroom and brushed his teeth and lips harshly..

Jungkook spit out the tooth paste and turned to Taehyung informing Taehyung that this would never happen again and that he was most definitely I love with Namjoon.

Taehyung walked back the Hoseoks room looking at his sleeping form...and that is when Taehyung knew he is definitely in love with Jung Hoseok.

There was no problem with that other than the fact that Taehyung didn't know what to do....so he went online and asked for awnsers and somehow he ended up on a Vhope story that ended tragically.

This story only made Taehyungs insecurity for the future grow... The story was beautiful....the relationship was set in a situation very similar to the current one....but of course Taehyung didn't notice.

The only difference is that the future was already written.....the story was poetic.....romantic and flawless even....if you looked past the grim ending.

The ending of the book scared Taehyung......the story that he had stumbled across on the internet chilled him to the very core....it was so....so...on point...so exact that it was impossible.

That's why Taehyung had to change it....he had to make sure that this couldn't really happen...that Hoseok and Taehyungs relationship didn't end how it did in the book.....even if the book was fiction...even if Taehyung possibly had no reason to worry.

So Taehyung pushed Hoseok away....acted as if his affection was now turned to Jungkook....or just anybody who wasn't Hoseok...so Taehyung tried to stay away from Hoseok,to push him away and act as if they were over as if he didn't love him anymore....

And Hoseok of course bought it....he believed every look,every touch,and every fake fond glance that Taehyung gave Jungkook and the rest of the members.

Hoseok bought it......he bought the whole act just like Taehyung wanted him too....

Because after all Taehyung loved Hoseok and if that meant that he had to fake loving another to ensure Hoseok's possible safety then so be it.

Because in that story....in that fanfiction.... Hoseok got hit by a car...and Taehyung would risk anything and everything to make sure that it won't and would never happen.