Just Teach Me(Vhope)

chapter 20

Taehyung sighed.... He slouched on his bed,running his hands through his now blonde hair gazing at the mess all over the room.

When Taehyung had awoken his phone was buzzing with new notifications. He had rubbed the sleep from his eyes looking over at the spot on Hoseok's bed that used to be filled by Hoseok. Taehyung and Hoseok had begged Jimin to take the solo room to himself just so they could room together Jimin complied as long as he didn't hear any sounds of passion at night while he was trying to sleep.

Taehyung unlocked his phone,quickly dimming  the screen light before clicking on the first notification he saw.

It lead him to a video on Instagram...he thought it could have been just been another silly BTS video....he was wrong

There were two videos....both made him sick....the first made him sick because Hoseok was in it and he missed him dearly and it seemed to be taken from inside their apartment....actually it seemed to be taken in their room.....and the second one was of Taehyung pushing Hoseok and him hitting his head on the counter... Taehyung had felt sick..he didn't know what to do....this video had also been taken inside the apartment.

Taehyung had felt angry he wasn't angry at the videos...no he was mad at himself and the people in the comments....the people in the comments were rude and wrong....they had no idea what they were talking about

One comment said that Hoseok deserved what he got....another comment that said Hoseok wasn't good looking enough for Taehyung which wasn't true.

Taehyung hadn't known how to feel.....the love of his life was being criticized brutally on the internet.

Taehyung quickly sent the videos to Bighit so they could work on where it had come from......it seemed that the first page that had the video was Tumblr....Taehyung was surprised.....he could have sworn that he had seen this girl with pink hair somewhere....he just didn't know where he had seen her....

Wait.....Taehyung knew where he had seen her......she seemed to look similar to the girl who wrote the book that he had read about him and Hoseok.

Taehyung went back to the book that was called " When all hope is lost" which was an ironic title considering that Hoseok died in the end.

Yep.....just as Taehyung had thought.....it was the exact same girl....you could tell by her light pink dyed hair....

So had this girl been following them? stalking them perhaps? What did she have against them? Had they perhaps did something to anger her?

Taehyung wondered if she was just an instigator...what if she had other private pictures of him and Hoseok.....or any other members relationships inside or outside of bagtan....

Taehyung was wondering how she had managed to get inside the house? They had extra security because they were stars.....if this place couldn't keep them safe where were they safe?

Taehyung went back to the video page and scrolled through the comments.....and one put him over the edge....it said " little whore deserved Taehyung pushing him"

Taehyung threw his phone at the wall hoping that it shattered and he would never have to see any of those hateful comments ever again.

Rage quickly flooded Taehyungs veins. Taehyungs doctor had warned him that depression could also create uncontrollable fits of anger,most people misunderstood and thought that during depression you could only feel sad....gloomy even....they were wrong

But this.....this anger Taehyung was feeling wasn't from depression he was just angry.....Taehyung stormed over to his desk...and threw everything off, he then proceeded to grab his laptop and throw it into the ground separating the screen and keyboard.

Taehyung made a loud enough racket to wake everyone up, but Taehyung didn't care how much noise he was making as he proceeded to trash his once clean room.

Yoongi was the first one to open the door to check to check on Taehyung. "Taehyung are you ok-" Yoongi quickly ducked successfully avoiding the book the had been flying at his head.

Yoongi screamed for the rest of the group....they all came in and looked at taehyung sadly Jin called Taehyungs doctor and notifying him of what was happening and he replied saying he would rush right over.

The members watched out for possible things swinging at their heads....

'I've got to stop him....if he continues he's going to hurt himself' Yoongi thought easing his way over to Taehyungs shaking body.

Yoongi took Taehyungs arms and held them preventing Taehyung from doing any farther damage. As soon as Taehyung stopped throwing things he fell back into yoongi's awaiting arms... Shaking and sobbing.....he was a mess...they were all a mess

"I-ive lost everything." Taehyung sobbed

"Shhhhhh...it's okay" Yoongi soothed

This group was falling apart without Hoseok....everybody was sad....things just weren't the same.

Nobody responded to Taehyungs claims....there was nothing to say... Hoseok was everyone's light....everyone's happyness....everyone's personal sunshine.... And Hoseok probably meant the most to Taehyung out of all members.... It was true even before they were dating....ever since pre debute days.

For some reason yoongi's body was replaced by anothers.... Whoever it was stroked Taehyungs hair rocking him softly.

" You haven't lost me as far as I'm concerned." A voice said....it sounded like....

" H-hoseok?" "B-but you left."  Taehyung said sitting up tears still rolling down his cheeks

" Yeah....it's me...I'm sorry for leaving." Hoseok said pushing Taehyungs head back down so he could rest.

Taehyung only sobbed harder cluthching onto Hoseok's shirt tightly muttering things that consisted of " I almost lost you." and " I love you so much."

Hoseok had decided that he couldn't leave...not again...the group was a mess without him..

And maybe just maybe since Hoseok came back bagtan could get back to how it used to be again....