The Process of

Flying through the Universe

Trillions upon trillions of stars
Out in the Universe.
Unfathomable distances with nebulas and planets in between.
The growing earth with water and trees of life.
A fish flying into the sky but her wings die because she flew too close to the sun.
She falls down back into the harsh dirt with more than just a scraped knee.
She falls to her death.
Her breathing immediately ceased
Her bones crushed to dust.
8 years old with a life ahead waiting for her...gone; destroyed by the trauma of visiting hell.
trapped in her own head of delusions and hallucinations.
She just wants love but she was broken inside.
No one wanted her.
She was alone.
Lost.
Sad.
She never cut, but instead tried to kill herself.
She remembered when she was a kid.
Travelling through all of her ancient memories.
Oh, how people have changed...
She lost the ones she loved, the same ones that were hurting her.
A wall was built around her emotions blocking them off.
refusing to open the gates for anyone.
I will help you in anyway I can.
I'm sorry for the ones I couldn't be there for.
I'm sorry I let you die.
I shouldn't have let you go.
I should never have let you leave.