29th June 2018
12:44 pm
It's your funeral on Friday and I'm so scared. I don't know what to expect from it. Will it bring a sense of closure? Or just cause more sadness for me?
I've bought this grey dress to wear for the funeral. I think you would've liked it. I hope you think I'm beautiful. I hope I can make you proud grandad. I want to write a poem or something for you but I've no idea where to start with one. I just find song lyrics that sum up my emotions for me.
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go.
I'm feeling so lost and empty now. I'm struggling to cope with your death and the one main person who was helping me through it has abandoned me now. I'm losing everyone. I'm scared. Please come back. Please.
Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much
Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much
Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much
Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much.
YOU ARE READING
For Him
RandomThe things I wish I had said to you but didn't because I thought we had the time left together.
