5 days without you

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17th June 2018
9:14 pm

I haven't cried today. Yet. I probably will before I go to bed. I've been really busy today with work and Father's day. I've still been thinking about you lots. Mum cried because you've gone and with the day it is today....it hit hard.

I've kinda felt numb today. But now I'm writing this and thinking about it I'm starting to feel again. I miss you a lot.

I've asked so many questions about the funeral because I just want to know what to expect sort of. I'm scared for it. I don't know how I'll cope and I don't want to completely break down but I know I will.

I'm thinking about you xx

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