The Game Called Love

What Am I Going To Do?

Blair's POV

I was sitting in my room, listening to the latest hit songs on my stereo, thinking about why I thought that I was in love with Kayle. Was it his charisma or his looks? I thought as I clutched my pillow with a tight grip. Am I really in love or is it just a infatuation phase? I thought, doubting myself. I laid down on the bed, pillow covering my face. I'll just tell him that it was nothing but a little prank.. But he might hate me for it.... No... I think he doesn't care at all for me, but just his multiple girls that he dates... Hah! Love, my butt.

Whatever, I thought, tired of analyzing my love life a little too much. This was probably the first time that I've thought this hard about someone.. Anything actually..

A knock on my door made me sit up and see my sister, her blue-greenish eyes surveyed my room before gliding inside, sitting on my bed. "So... What's up?" Grace inquired, staring straight at me. I shrugged and answered, "It's nothing really.." I paused for a moment before continuing, "Yeah, nothing." I moved in my seat a little and adjusted my clothes a bit.

"Okay, then. Why are you being so fidgety?" Grace stated, her aquamarine eyes glinted mischievously in the light. "Grace..." I whined, "why can't you stop snooping in my love life?" I cupped my mouth, but Grace heard, love and a smile tugged on her red lips. She winked at me.

"Sooooo.. Who's the lucky guy?" Grace questioned me, waggling her eyebrows. "Stop it.." I said before giggling at her action. Weird, I didn't giggle before.. I usually laughed like a maniac than giggle.

I took a deep breath and replied, "Grace, you know from Mom and Dad that I have a fiancé, right?" She nodded, her eyes expectant and I continued on, "Well... I think.. I might have.... Maybe... Fallen-in-love-with-him!"

Grace's eyes widened and she smiled widely. "That's good then! You get to marry him after all, right?" Grace exclaimed, with enthusiasm. I sighed. "It's not that simple, Grace. Kayle, he's sorta.. He's a um, what do call it? A playboy?"

She gasped, her hand on her chest. "Really? What are you going to do then?" She asked, surprised. "I don't know what I'll do... But I hope that this thing that's happening to me is going to be over soon.. I don't want Kayle to be married to me while he doesn't love me..." I responded, sighing.

Grace looked like she was about to burst into tears. "Blair, you do know that love is something you can't control or stop." Grace said, her eyes full of tears. I looked at her in confusion. How did she know that? She stood up and hugged me tightly. "I hope you work things out with him." She whispered in my right ear. I nodded, forgetting my confusion and she broke our hug, smiling at me. I grinned back and she chuckled before leaving my room.

I laid back down on my bed, what am I going to do now?