Figuring Y/N Out

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Y'know, I didn't ask for the others to think I'm a boy, they just assumed my gender and I went along with it. Now, I don't ever want Lance to find out I'm a girl. Just imagine it, Lance realizing he slept with a girl. It makes me cringe.

I feel the sheets move as Lance stretches and yawn. He must've just woken up right after I did. It's completely silent, other than the gentle sound of Lance's breaths. I don't exactly see the point in sleepovers. To me, it just seems like an excuse to sleep with someone. Maybe I didn't do it, right? This is my first time doing something like this, after all.

So...is Lance going to get up or not? Is he just going to lay there? I wonder what he's thinking.

~Lance's POV~
I'm not gonna lie, Y/N was a little scary-looking when his skin and eyes did that...thing. I just don't want to hurt his feelings; I know he can be a bit unstable at times. I also just want him to fit in with the rest of us. I know how much he was struggling to bond with us. He must have felt so frustrated. 

On an unrelated note, there's got to be something between Y/N and Keith, I just don't know what. It's not like I'm jealous or anything, it's just kinda strange. I did notice something when we were feeding each other as a bonding exercise. Keith's hand was on Y/N's chest-which isn't too shocking-but for some reason, it looked like they both were freaking out. Maybe Keith forgot to say "no homo".

I turn on my left side to face Y/N's back. Huh, he flinches a lot when he sleeps. That's sad, really. It's kind of like even when he gets the chance to sleep, he doesn't rest. Does he have nightmares this often? At some point in the middle of the night, I woke up and he was still spazzing. I feel bad for the guy.

I put my hand on Y/N arm. Interesting, he's stopped flinching. Did I just somehow calm him down? I remove my hand and lay on my back. What has Y/N gone through that is causing him this much anxiety? I wish I could help him, but I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing or something. Ugh, I'm over thinking this, aren't I?

I stretch my arms and yawn. Y'know, it's been a while since I've slept with someone-NOT in a sexual way! It's kind of relaxing. The gentle sound of breathing and warmth of someone laying beside you. If you think about it, it's actually kind of good practice for when I find my future wife...or husband.

~Y/N's POV~
Ugh, I fell asleep again. What time is it? I lift up my head to check the clock next to the bed. Ten after nine? Not too bad I guess. I plop my head back on the pillow and sigh.

"Good morning." A raspy, morning voice says.

I turn on my other side and smile sleepily, "Good morning."

"How's this for a bonding moment?" Lance jokes.

I smirk, "I thought I was done with the bonding exercises."

"Well, there are exceptions."

"Did I do it right?"

"Do what right?"

"This sleepover, did I do it right?"

Lance chuckles, "There's no right way of having a sleepover. But, you didn't snore or kick me during the night, so...yeah." 

"I haven't heard any wake-up calls yet from Coran, do you think he's just letting us sleep in this morning?"

"Well, I'd be here a lot longer if he'd let us sleep in. Till when do you sleep in?"

"Whenever I wake up."

"Well then feel free to go back to sleep." With that, Lance closes his eyes.

I grin and snuggle into the sheets.

~Time Skip~
I'm finally leaving Lance's room. I don't think I could stay in there any longer, or else my innocence would be gone completely.

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