Chapter 8
Tasha
I cannot stop thinking about him. I nearly called out his name the last time me and my man was beating. Luckily Tyrone was too engrossed in enjoying himself to even notice, but that's too close for my likings. Tyrone really loves me, I know he does and I love him too. I keep telling myself that but each day my feelings for Tyrone grow weaker and my lust for Tayo grows stronger.
I'm actually done trying to control myself now- its pointless. Maybe if I satisfy myself with Tayo just once, I'll be over it. My bredrin Tia is having a shubz weekend. If I invite Kels, hopefully she'l have enough sense to bring Tayo. When I beat Tayo (KikiSoCrazy: HEAR DIS GYAL DOE, WHEN SHE BEATS TAYO, NOT IF, WHEN! RASS, SHE NUH EASY!) hopefully everything will go back to normal...
Kelsy
Tasha called me today and invited me to her friend's party. She used to invite me to lots of places in the past, but I always turned them down. Not to be rude, but because I always thought I didn't fit in. but now that I'm Tayo's girlfriend, I have found a new confidence inside of me.
After a lot of persuasion, Tayo finally agreed to come. Although I think it had something to do with the fact that I mentioned Tasha's name... I really hope Tayo doesn't plan to hurt me.
*Saturday evening*
I'm finally ready, Tayo should be here any minute to pick me up. If I do say so myself, I think I look rather nice. I'm wearing a pretty pink dress and some heels which I'm sure will be the death of me tonight, but well, you only live once.
The doorbell rings and I kiss Shannon and my dad goodbye.
"Hi honey" I peck Tayo on his lips. He just grunts a reply and sticks his headphones in. Have I done something to upset him? I tap him gently on the arm.
"Honey, have I done something wrong?"
"Nah, I'm just tired."
"Well... we don't have to go. We could go back to your place..." I flutter my eyelashes in what I hope is a seductive manner. He chuckles quietly.
"After"
We get off the bus and I can literally feel the bass vibrating in my chest already. A few doors down and the party is 'in full swing'. Tayo touches a few boys on their fists outside then disappears into the living room.
"Oii sexy Kelsy, we getting ours tonight yeah?" one of the boys said, laughing with his friends. I stuck my middle finger up and walked off. I know that was terribly rude of me, but what he was insinuating was that I was a slag and I'm NOT! I try to look for Tayo, but its so packed, I can hardly move about. I feel a pair of arms squeeze round me. Its Tasha.
"You came!" she shouts over the music/
"Yes, hi Tasha" I hug her back as Tayo appears again by my side. She gives him a hug aswell and whispers something in his ear. Probably hello. I cant hear too well because of the music.
"I'm getting you a drink yeah Kels!" she disappears in the direction of the kitchen.
"Baby, let me take your coat and bag. I'll put it someplace safe yeah" Tayo says, nuzzling my neck. I hand them to him and also disappears into the crowd.
Then I'm here.
Alone.
By myself.
I stand with my back to a wall trying to keep out the way.
"Kels! Kelsy!" I hear someone shout. I crane my neck in the direction Tayo went, but couldn't see anyone calling my name. Then I feel a hand on my arm. Jayon.
