blind

13.

Dee pov

I woke up to ebony shaking me.I sat up.

"What?!"

"Stop yelling!before I do!"
"Sorry!!!"

"Jermaine,told me to watch you today."said ebony.

"Siri!!!!call jermaine!"

-calling jermaine-

J: hello?
D: I know you didn't!!!!
J: what?
D: you leave me alone with her!!!
J: the voice not that bad.
D: I am talking about ebony.

"Aye,I am right here"said ebony.

J: I am doing errands today.
D:where is my pills?
J: I have to refill the prescription.so you struck her for few hours.

"I am not that bad."said ebony.

"We not talking about you."

D: okay.but nova is coming over.
J: no!no!that boy give you two hickeys.he ain't coming.
D: two what?
J: hickeys.

I touch the side of my neck.I feel a light bruise.

D: come on!I need someone comforting.

"I am right here."said ebony.I rolled my eyes.

J: fine.

Then I hang up.

"Siri text nova.you can come over."

-message sent-

"Oh lord,not that lover boy again!"
"Shut it up!if I am struck with you for some hours.I want to enjoy my boyfriend."

"Dee,you heard me?"asked ebony.

"No."

"Come on.you need to eat."

"No.I am not hungry."she poke my skinny stomach.

"You need some meat on your bones."

"I am not hungry!"ebony grabbed my arm.she dragged me to the kitchen.

"This is abuse!not only child abuse but abuse on the disabled!"

"Oh now you to claim disabled."
"Shut it!"
"Blind bat"

"I was really hoping jermaine was overexaggerating about you not eating.but he was correct."I rolled my eyes.I heard a knock on the door.I quickly jumped from my seat and ran to the door.He walked in.

"Yo!where the rest of your clothes?"asked nova.I had some sweatpants and a sport bra on.

"I am in my house."then he gave his jacket.I rolled my eyes.I put it on.

"Better?"

"Yup."

"Hi,I am ebony.dee older sister."said ebony.

"Nova."said nova.

"You want some breakfast?"asked ebony.

"Please say no!"
"Why so you greedy tail can eat all the food."said deetra.

"No thank you.I ate before I came here."said nova.yes!

"dee,did you eat today?"he asked.

"Yeah."nope.

"She didn't eat."said ebony.

"I should have known."said nova.he grabbed my hand.we went to the kitchen.

"Here you go.this is toast."said ebony.

"If you eat that you fat pig!I make you regret."
"Fuck you."

I heard a annoying beep in my head.I hissed in pain.

"Okay!okay!I Won't eat. make it stop!"
"Good."

Then the sound stop.I rub my head.

"You good?"asked nova.

"No.deetra told me not eat."

"You skip your meds?"asked nova.

"No.big fella needs to go get some more.so I am struck with her for some hours."

"Then go to sleep until your brother comes back."said nova.

"if I go sleep with her active in my head.I will have nightmares and flashback back to back.no thank you." Someone hugged me.they kissed my cheek.

"Y'all cute."said ebony.

"Can you explain that jermaine?"said nova.

"he don't like that bitch."nova pinch my arm.

"Ow."

"That's mean."said nova.I rolled my eyes.

"Its true!he barely like her."

"I have you know me and j was close!"said ebony.I scoffed.

"If y'all were close how I become blind?"I crossed my arms.

"Its was something stupid."said ebony.

"But what was it!??"I started getting angry.

"Does it matter?its in the past."said ebony.i grabbed the plate and toss in the direction of her voice.i heard a glass break.

"Dee!!"said nova.he grabbed my wrist.

"Fight her!"said deetra
"She said she doesn't care!she thinks its your fault!"said deetra

She added fuel to my fire.I tired to get my hand out his grip.

"He is holding you back!fight me!he can't control you!"yelled deetra

I bit his hand.he let my right hand go.I elbow him in chest.I stomped to last spot I heard her voice.

"Dee,she moved."said nova.I punched the near object which was the wall.

"You can't do nothing right!"said deetra.

"Shut the fuck up.you not helping!!!!"I yelled.

"I never say I was helpful."

I glared.nova hugged me.

"Move!"

"No."said nova.he kiss me.I push him away.

"Move!"

"No.tell me what's wrong."he said.he hugged me.

"Deetra."I growl.

"Calm down."he said.he rubbed my arms.

"i need to shut her up!"

"You will be fine."

"No I won't.I will never be fine!!!!!"

"Well you look fine as wine."

"No.I am skinny as took pick!"

"You need to stop down playing yourself.you need a better self esteem.repeat after.I am bad bitch!"I laughed.

"Say it."he said.

"It."

"Amor.say it."

"I am bad bitch."

"Say it with some attitude."he snapped his fingers.

"I am bad bitch."i said with some sass.

"say and real bitches never dead."

"And real bitches never die."I said with an attitude.

"Yeah.that's what I talking about!"he kissed me.I smiled.