Good Girl Bad Girl

His Good Girl...

Zendaya:

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be still that regular girl... I mean I am a regular girl, it's just that everyone knows who I am or thinks they know who I am. Nobody knows what I go through. Nobody will ever understand that I am this misunderstood teenage girl that just wants to be successful; or that I can do absolutely whatever if I put my mind to it; or that it's so hard to pretend that you're just best friends with someone you're so madly, but deeply in love with.... and there it is... I'm in love with him... Trevor... my very best friend... but this is the biggest secret I'm forced to never tell. I'm so terrified at the fact of me being in love with him and i don't know why. It's all so crazy, but still everyday I wake up and my first thought is of him and my last thought at night. It's all crazy, but it is what it is... he's happy with the baddest girl known in the state of Cali while everyone labels me as the "good girl" & "so honest" & "loveable.." I'm just automatically placed on this unimaginable platform of ridiculous labels. I wonder sometimes what i have gotten myself into.... Is this all bad or is this all for the good of me? Is this all worth it. Then I remember that this is all I ever wanted, but more than ever now still trying to create myself and figure out who i want to become and who i want to be with.... ugh girl problems.