Good Girl Bad Girl

A Fresh Start?

{Recap:}
ZENDAYA POV:

I'm so tired of this. I keep having this reoccurring dream about my ex, Cam.... We were in a terrible surfing accident... It almost took both of our lives, but luckily the lifeguards were close by to come rescue us. A huge tidal wave came crashing down on us as we were sitting on my surfboard & it knocked the wind out of me while Cam was unconscious... In the end, instead of pulling together, we blame each other. It wasn't neither one of our faults of what happened, but we let our negative feelings get in the way. I regret it, but we haven't talked since the night we broke up. I just can't bring myself to even look at him when I see him out in public.... The shame I feel.

Trevor: Why don't you ever talk to me about it.

Zendaya: Cause I just don't...

Trevor: Daya, you need to talk about it. I almost lost my best friend. I love you Daya & it scared me to see you in that hospital bed with all those machines surrounding you & those tubes coming & going from your body. I thought I'd never see you again, so understand, I just want you to be okay. You NEED to confide in someone, so just let it be me. I'm your best friend & so let me be there for you.

I began to tear up a little bit.

Zendaya: I was so scared Trevor.... I still am.

Trevor: Just vent to me... Maybe that'll help...

Zendaya: How am I supposed to tell you?... I don't even know where to begin...

Trevor: Let me take you out... We'll go out for fresh air and talk. Sounds good to you?

Zendaya: Sounds like a plan.

Trevor: Alright

He hugged me and he went for his car keys... This was gonna be an emotional ride.

NEW PART:

ZENDAYA POV:

Why must I have this crazy great best friend that I love so very much... I don't know. God knew he'd serve a very special purpose in my life and I'm glad Trevor does. We had been talking for a good two or three hours & my face was stained of tears. Not to mention that I had gotten tears on Trevor's chest too. We were sitting amongst the beach and it was late afternoon.

Daya: He said that I was the worst for neglecting him when he needed me the most. Trevor, I was in the same position. How could I have possibly helped him when I couldn't cope myself?!

Trev: You couldn't Z.... You just couldn't. It would've been impossible & he's an inconsiderate jerk for even thinking you could. If he loved you, he would've realized that.

Daya: I know.... It just hurts, ya know?

Trevor: Yeah I do.

I looked into the sunset, making it silent between Trevor & I.

Trevor: You ready to go?

Daya: Yeah

TREVOR POV:

When we got back to the car, Z was still quiet. I guess she was drained from all of the crying she had done because she laid her head back against my seat. Everything was ongoing silence until I heard a loud rumble.