Harry was on the phone with Louis...again. i sighed. what is up with them two? " Okay. One day..yeah. no!? ..maybe..idk." i heard him. As i sighed, i wanted to call Zayn since he's coming home tomorrow. " Yeah?" he asked. " Hey i just wanted to say hi."
" Well..hi." goddamn. " What happened to you?"
" Nothing. I'll call you later." he snaps. Great. what did i do now? i really wanted to apologize to him. now my stupid ass just made it FUCKING WORST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh. i hate myself! i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself!! i kept hitting my head. Harry grabbed my arms. " Hold on, Lou. Niall what the fuck!?" i kept my head down. he put his phone away. " What are you doing?"
" Nothing im fucking fine." i stood and ran upstairs. i slammed the door and went to my bathroom. i hate myself. my whole friendship is falling apart. i hate myself i hate myself i. hate. my. fucking. self!!! blood was all over my wrist now. just face it. why not cut myself. I'll stop cutting when Lou comes back, Zayn forgives me and comes home, Harry will stop having nightmares and I'll be perfectly fine with Liam. the sink was filled with blood. i turned the water on. the blood drained as i did. i am nothing. I'll be doing this often. i want to die. there is nothing for me in this world. i have work tomorrow and I'll have s harder day. Dani Zayn Louis Liam Harry. everyone will be there. i need a stress reliever kinda like a cigarette or a ball you squeeze. I'll bring a razor. i sighed and slipped the razor in the pants im wearing tomorrow. As i climbed in the bed i heard Harry walk down the hall. i heard a foot shut. i guess he knows im not gonna want to be bothered. Zayn and i's dog came from under the bed. i jumped. he jumped to. on the bed. he smelled my cut wrist and whimpered. i felt sorry a dog could feel that way to. " Bad day?" i whispered as i snuggled to his body. maybe i do need a cuddle.
#mansbestfriend. Instantly i fell asleep. something about his soft shampooed fur.
i woke up and dressed after a quick shower. i feed King and left. When i came to the building, Zayn's car was there. but not Louis's. I walked into the building. i hate this job. i guess i have a big part. because now, i edit pictures and write articles. they want me to journal now. ugh. Frank was sick so i had to do on my own. Zayn's office is across from mine. thats how he knew about Dani and i first. As i walked out to the hall. Dani was coming down. she had black heels a gold shirt and a pair of blue ripped denim skinny jeans. and there was no point of walking faster because this was a long ass hall and I'd look pretty damn stupid. since she has long legs she kind of took big steps. so she was beside me. it was quiet. really quiet. Well without Frankie or Louie in the hall. " You look nice today." he said. her voice rung in my head. " you do to."
" So um..are you uh..still gonna watch..me? i-in between m-my sessions?" she asked nervously and shyly. " um..i dont think so. i used to be kind of interested in you. but..um..now........hey um..im sorry i uh kind of called you a a-."
" a slut."
" and that a-a um.."
" prostitution manager will pick me up."
" and um..n-name you uh..um."
" Sprinkles."
" because you'll um..uh."
" rain for every man i get with."
" im sorry-"
" dont be. i deserved it." she said. " No you dont." i stopped and faced her. she couldn't just leave the conversation so she stopped. " You deserve a good man or girl in your life. you need love. and im sorry i was faking that i gave it to you. i was just in a low place with Harry. bit i still love you. you know i do. i want to kiss your lips and play with your hair and hug you.-"
" why dont you do it then." we looked to the side and there was Harry standing on the end of the Hall. " Harry-"
" kiss her. go head. do it in front of me." he snapped. there goes number 2. Liam and Louis are the only ones left...and Dani i guess. he yanked his body to his office. she looked at me. then looked down. i did to. this was awkward. really really weird. i gave a confused look. i twisted her wrist around and there was a cut formed in letters.
Nothing
" whos nothing?-"
" i am. i need love." she said. i bit my lip and put my wrist to her. she gasped.
Nothing
she bit her lip to. i smashed my shaking lips to hers. " This is what he wanted. just trying to make him happy!!" i said. she gasped and giggled. " We donr wanna be late."
" yeah. we uh. probably stop doing that. lets not kiss. just like..hug." i said. she nodded and hugged me. we go down the rest of the hall and go our separate ways.
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