until the end; narry

Chapter 51

"wha-What are you?-" I softly pressed my lips on his. he resisted to kiss back. " Niall.-"

" Dont say anything." i breathed. Lets face it, im in love with Liam and he has the same feelings. I've been fighting it for the past days I've been with Harry. which was obviously a huge mistake. He's nothing to me. i dont love him. I feel extra sorry for the girl he's going to try to posses. I dont need Harry. who does. he may look cute and is very polite in public but just get on his other side. i call it the home side. because if he's home or aka away from sny other person he's quite snappy. but I've tolerated it for the last times i saw his fake broken heart and stayed with him, then left him, then stayed with him again. Its been a horrible few months just being with him and i dont know why i actually liked him. Liam was right at first. The whole banquet thing was a mistake. But now, i convinced Liam to like him, Zayn to like him and Louis to. so their friends and think we are still. So im forced to tag along. i cant say no. Harry will just think im pathetic. so its to late now. But its time to go in Australia, find time to get wasted, party at the hotel and do this photoshoot thing. I could tell by his eyes, so many questions wanted to be answered. he chose one. " I thought you didn't...feel that way-about me?"

" That was a long time ago. But Harry is out of the way and im free now from him so we can be together." he bit his lip and shuffled from under me with a smirk. i fully sat on the couch looking at him standing waiting for an answer. he laughed hardly. " You!-" he laughed. " You seriously think I'd go out with you?"

" B-but you said?-"

" Yeah. i said that 7 Months ago Niall."

" But Harry's out the way?!"

" So 7 months ago when i did all that stuff to you and confessed my feelings, 7 months later, right when you leave Harry, im your second choice." he yelled. i stood still.

" Yeah. just dont say anything. Im obviously your second choice. to talk to, to say feelings to, hell, you lived with me and you kept asking Danielle for advice!"

" Liam-"

" No, Niall. this is over."

" We never had anything!?" he froze as everything stopped. i-i think he meant this conversation. tears ran down his face harshly as he tried fighting them back. i stood. " C-come here." my voice cracked. he walked backwards and turned then sprinted upstairs. I was crying now.

" Liam please i-i-" i started running after him. i tried catching him in the hall but he cut off the lights and slammed the door which made me jump and trip over my feet. i literally growled. i stood to my feet and cut on the lights. i opened every door and tried spotting him. the double door. it was his room. familiar. i looked at his bed. tears fell. i seen us. him on top of me moving up and down telling me how he feels about me and me resiting like he did my kiss. i backed away hearing him being cut off by me telling him i dont feel the same way because of how i feel with Harry. i watched his figure get off me and sadly angrily walk out the room and my fragile body getting off it and trying to follow him. " NO!!!" i screamed and hit my back on the wall.i managed to get to his slide window. he had his hands in praying position and his lips pressed to them as he rocked back in forth in a chair blowing out breaths of anger and sadness. his eyes were red and his neck a little wet from letting his tears fall. the chairs back facing me.

i slowly walked to him hoping the red wood doesn't creak beneath my feet. i stroked his hair softly then his neck and back up again. he silently cried harder. tears falling faster and him gulping his anger in. his jaw clenching from crying. him straining to keep it in. i slowly sat beside him.

" Baby dont hold it in let out or your blood vessels are going to pop if you keep straining like that."

" Le-leave me-a-alo-" he tried to talk but he stopped knowing he was going to start crying. he let out a few weeps. i kept stroking his head. he started breathing hard as i let him fall into my arms. he cried hardly. harder than Danielle. and she's a girl. i rocked him back and forth.

" Im sorry. I love you so much. i thought you meant as in a dating relationship babe i didn't mean as in friendship." i kissed his head.

" Im staining your shirt-"

" I dont care about my shirt. i care about you." i said still stroking his head. his hair was very soft. he lifted his head off my chest. " I-im sorry for bring such a bad friend to you." he sniffles. " No Liam. Dont apologize. I should talk to you more than often." he sniffles again. " You probably need to go, to pack and stuff."

" Im done." i said. " So am i." he breathed out heavily. " Hey but hit me up later any time you want to talk. i-im here." he said standing. i did so to. " I'll call you tonight. promise." i hugged him.

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