Suspect

SUS|11- Attraction

•Suspect Chapter Eleven•
Attraction
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I think I was considered bi at this point. My interest was barely for the vaginas now, instead....it was in rubber male genitals...
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•Mid September•
Boerum Hill, NY

{Ember's Pov}

Waking up in my bedroom, I sat up slowly and saw Nymir surprisingly. What was even more surprising was....he seemed so comfortable too. In a pair of sweats with his shirt off and shit. His back looked insanely good though, I had to admit but....what the hell was going on.

When I tried to move my legs, I noticed a black cast attached to my lower calf and freaked out even more. "What happened to my leg?"

He turned around and paused the game to get up. "Good morning, love. You feeling okay?"

Before I could respond, he leaned in to kiss my lips weirdly. Now I was really confused...

"I gotta take you to go get ya cast off today" he added.

"What are you doing here? What the hell is going on? Why are you kissing me and why is my leg broken!?"

He wore a confused look on his face and took a seat. "You remembering now?"

"Remembering what?! What is going on! Why are you in my room?" I sat up, furious.

"–well after you got hurt in August, I've been here taking care of you–"

"Hurt in August? It's not....–wait....that really happened! Someone really crashed my car!?"

He nodded his head my eyes widened.

"How–...How long was I out!? *picks his up phone* It's September!? I thought it was just a fucking dream!"

"Ember stop yelling, your head is still healing and you shouldn't be screaming. I know you're confused but everything is okay. Yes, it's a month later and yes you got hurt....really bad in fact but you're recovered. Your leg was broken when they had to saw you out of your car that day and you hit your head pretty badly. Then you were in a three week coma until you woke up but you couldn't remember anything. You didn't even remember your own mom, nor Tink and Carter. Since I was around all the time, you...took a liking to me and asked if I could take care of you. I been here ever since, helping you get better"

"This is....crazy. You know what happened to my car?– fuck! I missed so many days at work, I have to call my boss" I said, searching for my phone.

"All that's covered, ya car insurance took care of the damage and ya boss is letting you have time off. Everyone knows what happened, Em. Even Ciara came over to see you–"

"Fuck her, still. I hope she wasn't in my house"

"Nah, you wouldn't let anyone in. It was just me and you"

"Right...so explain why you kissed me again. Aren't you having a fucking baby?!"

He looked down. "I don't wanna talk about it, okay. I'm sorry I kissed you, we were...on that type time after you woke up. Shit– you kissed me...even wanted to...you know but I would never take advantage of you like that. But now you're back to being pissed at me..."

He got up after that and left our conversation on a deep last note to end things off. Once he left from out of my bedroom, I started thinking about those last few words he said. I knew Nymir liked me but if I didn't know any better, it sounds like he's....falling in love with me on the low. And I was a monster for not giving him the time or the day but...I had my reasons.