The Way I used To Be

Chapter 4

While I was getting ready to see Wonho I started to think about how nervous I was actually feeling. I mean It's not the first time we've hung out. We are friends and see each other on a daily basis which is considered a long time, whether it's at work, school or soccer meetings, but I was just realizing that this is the first time we hang out alone, and to be honest, anyone would feel the same way because c'mon, the guy is not just a cute face, he is the whole package.

I was actually feeling kind of anxious but at the same time, I was trying to convince myself that I wasn't trying to impress him, but didn't succeed since I was know looking for outfits that made me look hot.

In moments like this, I was thankful for my Cuban roots since even when I wasn't trying to look hot just some cute pink jeans and a white long sleeve top would make me look even curvier than what I already am.

I was staring at my self in the mirror contemplating what I was gonna do with my hair when someone just entered my room without even knocking.

"Yoongi" I yelled because he was staring right at my ass.

"Hey asshole!!", I yell at him "My face is up here!!", I pointed at my face annoyed.

"Your ass looks better than your face", he says and I squinted my eyes at him.

"Get out!", I say pointing at the door, by now just his presence was bothering me.

"Chill, I just wanted to tell you to be careful with Wonho", he calmly says, trying to look cool and unbothered like he always does.

"He is my friend, I don't think you have to warn me about him, also I thought you didn't care?! ", I looked at him in the eyes, trying to read him.

"I don't", he shrugged as if it was obvious

"Then leave", I say again.

"I don't want to, is it okay if I nap here? The couch is getting a little too uncomfortable", he stretched his arms.

"Nope, leave", I say as I finish brushing my hair.

"You're such a bitch", he says as he leaves my room

"And you are the biggest asshole" I yelled and started to laugh, because ever since we were kids, we always argue, messing with him was always the funniest thing ever because he's so emotional and catches feelings so quick, he can be worst than me when I'm on my period.

I grabbed my purse, jacket and shoes and walked to the living room to wait for Wonho to call me.

"The snake is back", Yoongi says as he sits on the couch.

"Yeah, clearly you just entered the living room", I shot back and he just stared at me.

I sat at the other end of the couch, the energy was clearly heavy, I couldn't just sit there and ignore yoongi's presence sometimes. He would say that he doesn't care about you but then he acts like he does, he is so hard to understand... definitely worst than me on my period.

My train of thoughts was quickly disturbed by the annoying sound of the doorbell.

"I'll get it", Yoongi said as he got got up and walked to the door before I could even stop him.