Free Writes 2

Synthia

It was dark. So very dark. I couldnt see. I couldnt feel. I didnt know. What day. What time. Where I was. When I was. Even who I was. It was dark, so very very dark. Until it wasn't.

It was dark and i was alone. Then it wasnt and she was there. She found me. She said my name was Synthia and that she was going to take care of me. She took me to Nate and he said they will love me forever. But I dont mind if he doesnt love me. If no one else sees me. So lomg as she sees me and wants me. My Queen, Alysisa.

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Ten years ago, when my queen was just five years old I was stuck in the dark. I was big in a small space and i couldnt see or feel a single thing. That is until my queen unleashed her Smoke and she found me. The king said i was in a pocket of space and that had i been in there a hour longer I would have died. I should believe him, hes the king of all Nethers but my queen said that she would have saved me if ive been there an hour or a year so im not sure. All I know is I love my queen and she takes care of me.

The king says that I am a century old, that the scar on my heart is a broken bonded marking, and that i am from the thought-to-be-extinguished Claira family. My queen says that my name is Synthia Roseheart, I am as old as i wish to be, my scar is a sign that i am alive and that I am and forever will be a member of the Roseheart family. I had bonded with my queen the very second I saw her. So whatever she says must be my truth.

My queen is Crown Princess Alysisa Natakli Roseheart Pierce and she is mates with Nathaniel Pierce from Terra. My queen says she loves only three things in the entire world. Nate, her family, and me. I tried not to believe her but when Nate left to train at the Academy only I was able to bring her out of her trances and only i could touch her without consequence during her yearnings. It made her twin brother and her parents sad that they couldnt help her durimg such trying times but they say that they feel satisfied at least that I am there to help and protect her.

The head general despises the princess for being the first female in five centuries to hold the title of crown princess and despises me even more for being so devout for my queen. He says that I am a monster and had I not bonded with the princess i would have been killed ages ago. I assume I am a monster but to the Royal family a sort of a pet. For i do not feel, I cannot see, I care not a smit for anything that is not my queen and what she cares for. Caine, my queens brother, says that I am so entirely focused on my queen because I HAD drawn my last breath and it was queens Smoke that revitalized me. I am only alive today because my queen gifted me her very essence and in the same way she sees only her family and Nate I see only her. When Caine had told this to my queen and I, we had simply looked at each other and said that it didnt matter because it would never change.