You looked down, your pants were already moist as teardrops had continually hit the clothing. Tears just kept flowing and you couldn't do anything to stop them, you had a spot for Jimin in your life and it truly felt like something was clenching your heart.
"Why am I even affected, it's not like he's someone special..right?" You asked, erupting a bitter laugh, your heart really ached and you hate how tears were the result. You sighed, "But he is." You whispered against the night.
You were at the park for hours, thinking about his words, it deeply affected you and you didn't even have a reason why. Thoughts scrambled your brain and it eventually did nothing, you've gotten to the thought if you had still loved him since you felt your world break when he said those pain-filled words.
"No, I don't like him, I've moved on, haven't I?" You whispered.
"But then why was I so happy when he opened his eyes, why did I feel like he was the most beautiful thing when he rubbed his eyes, looking around." You cried more.
"Why can't I just ignore him and despise him?" You asked yourself and your lips began to tremble, you knew the answer to that. You couldn't despise him, nor could you loathe him, because at a point in your life, you loved him like he was your world and you weren't sure if that feeling escaped your chest.
You hated yourself for that.
(A short chapter 🍓)
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heart broken | jeon jungkook
Fanfictionin which a girl is heartbroken but a boy is willing to do anything to make her heart a whole again 🌾 + jungkook and jimin in a love triangle with the reader credits to @TaehyungisLifeu for the cover
