this imagine is inspired by the office.... if you know you know ;)
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your pov
lately, i'm not sure.
i'm not sure about what i'm doing.
i'm not sure about why i'm here.
i'm not sure about my relationship.
it's hard having a boyfriend who has thousands of girls all over him.
it's hard having a boyfriend who goes away for his job so often.
colby's the love of my life. i wouldn't trade him for anything. but i'm not sure if he feels the same way.
i'm interrupted from my thoughts by colby rubbing his eyes as he sits up, finally waking up.
"good morning colbs." i smile at him.
"morning baby." he yawns.
i get up and go downstairs to start breakfast.
"hey y/n." jake greets me.
"hey." i quickly say.
"you okay?" he asks, seeming concerned.
"not really." i shrug. i need to talk to someone.
"what's up?"
"i don't even know anymore. i just feel like i'm not good enough for colby. i feel like i'm holding him back. he could have any girl in the world but he's stuck with me. i'm nothing special. he deserves so much more." i sigh, a tear rolling down my cheek.
"y/n?" a voice from the other side of the room calls out.
i turn my head to find colby, standing at the bottom of the steps. he heard everything.
"y/n, don't ever say that again. none of it's true. if i wanted to be with those girls, i'd be with them. but i want you. you are all i want." colby pulls me into his chest. jake leaves the room, giving us some privacy.
"i promise." he kisses my cheek as he heads back upstairs.
colby's pov
i know what i have to do. i have to show her how special she is to me. i gather up the roommates, corey, devyn, aaron, jake, and sam and bring them into my room.
"okay guys, i need help." i state, closing the door to the room.
your pov
i decide i need to get my mind off of things. i'm overthinking way too much lately. i shoot colby a quick text telling him i'll be back in a few hours.
i don't know where i'm going, but i get in my car and drive.
i drive for hours around the streets of LA before i stop at a park.
i get out of the car and start walking. i walk for forever, until i find a park bench and sit down.
i see the children playing on the playground. the people walking their dogs. friends playing soccer. couples on a date.
and at this moment, they don't have a care in the world. i wish i didn't have a care in the world, but i care too much.
i look at my phone and see it's almost 5 pm. and i'm 2 hours away from home.
i get back to the car and go to the nearest gas station. driving around all day caused my tank to run pretty low.
after getting gas, i start on my way back home. i turn on some music and get lost in the sound, making the time fly.
before i know it, i'm pulling into the driveway of the house. it seems everyone's home by all the cars in driveway. usually at 7:30 pm on a thursday, everyone is home scattered about.
i walk into the house but it's silent. i spot jake and sam sitting in the tv room so i decide to go see what they're doing.
as i step into the room, i find all of the roommates. they're all sitting on the couch and beanbags looking at the tv screen, but nothing's playing.
colby looks up to me and pats the seat next to him where i go to sit down.
i look at the tv screen, which is on, but pitch black. colby nods to sam as sam points the remote to the screen and pressed play.
the screen lights up and i see words on the screen.
"with the help of the roommates in the house, i was able to create this video that doesn't even come close to showing how much i love you, but it shows a little.
-colby"
i look to colby, confused, and he smiles while keeping his attention on the screen.
shortly after, the song "cosmic love" by florence + the machine booms through the house.
videos and pictures of colby and i start to appear on the screen. a lot of the images and videos i've never even seen.
i start to tear up as colby grabs my hand and squeezes it. there's so many memories and moments in these pictures and videos.
as the video ends, colby stands up in front of me. i look around and see the other roommates either crying or smiling.
"y/n, earlier you said that you don't think you're enough for me. you think you're holding me back. but i'm here to tell you, you think that you're not enough? no. you're everything. you are my everything." colby tears up, pulling me into his arms.
i break down into his arms as he pulls my chin up and places his lips on mine.
"this is what i need." aaron states, making everyone laugh.
"you're all i need." colby smiles at me.
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this is lowkey not as good as i wanted
xoxo
