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16.

Alex version
Well finally my time to actually tell Gerald how I feel about him. And this time it's not in my dreams. I'm nervously and afraid of his his reaction. If he reacts in a negative way it will prove to me he and Halsey are a thing.

I check my phone every second. God I am nervous. I heard the door bell. I jumped. I took a deep breath and walked to the door. "Hey" I opened the door, Gerald smiled after I opened the door.
"Hey G."
"I brought food." He shows me the bag of Chinese take out
"Oh, thanks." I give him space to walk in my apartment. He sets the food on the counter before taking off his jacket. "So, how you've been? I thought you were in London at this time."
"Yeah but I came to visit my mom and I wanted to see you."
"Oh that's great." I get two cups, two bottles and a bottle of whiskey. I place it on the table.
"Are you okay? You seem upset."
"I'm fine." He gets up from the couch. We were both face to face. I turned my head to turn left. "G I'm fine." He touches my chin and we look back again face to face. A tear ran down my cheek. He wipes of the tear.
"You don't seem okay. Tell me what's going on."
"It's nothing G. It's fucking ridiculous to even explain it and I don't know why I'm crying." I wipe of the tears from my face. I sniffed to stop crying. "What?"
"Tell me babygirl." He touches my hand.
"Is it true, you and Halsey are dating?" He stares at me confused "I'm sorry I don't know why I fucking asked." I walked to my bedroom. I walked in to the restroom. I stared at myself. Red eyes and nose for all the crying for no reason. What a pathetic person am I thinking he will ever be with me or even love me. I wash my face with water.

If he left it wasn't meant to be and I should continue alone. I came out of my room. He was in the couch quiet drinking whiskey like he always does. I turned back to walk in my room "No, we're not together, we're just friends. Friends that's mess around with each other. But why are you acting like this?"
"Gerald it was stupid for me asking. I'm sorry."
"No, tell me. Tell me why?"
"No, I can't."
"Why no Alex?"
"Because I love you!?! And I couldn't bare to see you with other women. I loved you since the day we met and I had this love ever since we continue hanging out." We were quiet. "I'm sorry. I know I should never told you. He kissed me. I had no worries. "You?"
"Yeah, I had a crush one you ever since we met even before we met. I just didn't know how would I tell you." He wipes of the tears from my eyes "you don't deserve to cry doll face. I love you. I never felt this love after I met you, Alex" I giggled
"I love you G. Can we eat? I'm a little hungry." He laughed.
"Yes we can doll face." He smiles

Next Morning
I woke up at 8:34am. I turned around to my right and Gerald wasn't there. So it was stupid of me saying that. Especially to him. I put on a white shirt that was on the floor. I went to the kitchen. And there he was. Cooking breakfast. "Hey baby." He smiled after saying that
"Hey baby. I walked to him. I see the marks on my nails on his back. I left on him "I should put some Vaseline on your back." He smirked
"Nah, it shows me how last night we were amazing." He kisses me "more like amazingly wild."
"Shut up G." We ate breakfast. Gerald took a shower and I cleaned the kitchen and the living room and I was still wearing one of Gerald's white tees. "Hey beautiful." He comes out of my room dressed in another outfit
"Hey handsome" I kissed him. "So what do you want to do today?"
"Actually I have to go. Matt called me that we have a meeting but soon like tonight we can have round two?"
"Sounds like a plan to me." I kissed him "take care."
"Don't i always do?"
"Love you."
"Love you Alex." He grabs his jacket and his shoes. He leaves my house. I fall in my couch. I was the happiest person now. I guess it wasn't stupid to tell him how I feel.