a Nebula of Thoughts.

seven.

music suggestion: unsteady - X Ambassadors

7.4.18

I have come to realize I have zero self respect. I throw myself at people who don't want anything to do with me in the hopes I get just a small bit of attention. I loose a shitton of weight in the most unhealthiest ways. I turn to self harm to solve all my issues. I degrade myself constantly. I even like it when other people degrade me. it's fucked up. I'm fucked up. I hate myself more than anything and I have no respect for my existence because I want my existence to cease.