Beam fall in love first.
They we're best of friends.
Beam confessed, risking their friendship.
Forth felt so disgusted.
Beam was heartbroken.
He became ruthless.
He forget everything....
Yet, he couldn't forget how Forth felt so disgusted of...
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"Just let go Forth. It is all okay. But thanks for trying. "
I was too shocked or more like hurt when he said that words. And I couldn't explain why. Or maybe I know the reason, but I just couldn't accept it.
Too speechless that he got away from my grip. And too scared as I watched his back walking towards their faculty building. Walking away from.
This is the second time. The second time I saw him after so many years. The second time I became speechless whenever I looked into his eyes. His strange eyes. Eyes that I couldn't recognize anymore.
I bit my lip hard.. He is changed. The second I saw his eyes, I knew it already.
I shook my head and walked towards my bike and drive away.
3 years... Three fucking years. Am I overreacting or what? But despite of me wearing a helmet, I felt that a tear dropped on my cheek.
It's been a long time since I felt a warm liquid on the corner of my eyes. Exactly three years ago.
Beam.
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"Hey Ai'Forth! Where did you go?" That's the first thing that Lam asked me as soon as I sat on our spot here in the Engineering's cafeteria.
"Isn't obvious? I bet my tattoo he go to the faculty of medicine, he was pestering Phana and Kit once again. He do that pretty often so why bother asking Lam." Park suddenly appeared with a tray of tomyum and beef soup on our table.
Lam made face and crossed his arms on his chest. "Yeah, you're right. Give it up already Forth. They already said multiple times that they didn't know where your love is, and I think they were telling the truth. You've been pestering them since last year."
I just sighed and sat there. I took Park's bowl of beef soup and have a taste. "Oh, come on bro! You should buy your own food. How rude." Park exclaimed.
A memory flashed in my mind. "It is rude to take a spoonful of food from other's plate, didn't you know?"
I was stunned for a second when I saw Lam curiously leaned closer to me with his curious eyes. "Hey.. How did you know Beam, anyway? It seems like you were pretty close with each other."
Park nodded. "Yeah, and it seems like you have seen a ghost. Is that you're first time seeing him? How strange."
I frowned with his remark. "What do you mean by that?"
Park shrugged and continue eating. "Well, it was just weird because I always saw the three together. And you always go to meds to seet Phana and Kit. How come it was your first time meeting each other? And he IS Beam Baramee at that. Who doesn't know that man?"
I dropped my spoon and leaned over on the chair. I was totally confused as fucked. "What heck are you talking about? You knew Beam?"
Lam and Park's eyes widened as if I didn't know something that should be obvious. And that idea frustrated me more.
