Baby Fats

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"KUMAKAIN ka na naman!"

"Ang taba taba mo na!"

"Wala ka bang ibang alam gawin kundi ang kumain?"

"Fat, you need to get out and see sunlight. You look like a fat vampire."

"You are so fat!"

"Baboy!"

Those are the few words I oftenly heard from my sister. She look disgusted everytime na sinasabi nya sakin 'yun. Don't worry, I don't feel offended. Why would I be? Tanggap ko naman na totoo ang mga sinabi nya.

I really am fat.

Iniisip ko nalang na she only just said those words because she's worried about my condition.

I weight 200 pounds. I wear extra size clothes. Hindi ako yumuyuko o mas magandang sabihin hindi ako makayuko. Hinihingal ako kapag umaakyat ng hagdan kahit pa nakaka-tatlong steps palang ako. I pay ddouble everytime I commute dahil dalawang tao ang sakop ng pwet ko. I eat like a pig and most importantly, I am a walking disaster. Or maybe it's just those stupid things are on my way kaya ko sila nabubungo o dahil sadyang malaki lang talaga ako. But hey, I'm genius. I think that counts!

Because of my physical features kaya I don't made a lot of friends. Hindi naman siguro mahirap isipin kung bakit diba? I give the Title Miss. Friendship to my sister Patriz. She's pretty famous in our University.

Our university have this stupid ranking. I don't know why they like to label us. But whoever made that stupid ranking sure belonged to the first class. Like my sister. Pero hindi ko sinasabing stupid siya. Patriz belonged to the First Class or also known as Elite. Dito lahat ng magaganda at gwapo nababagay. She's kinda the Cheerleader's Leader in our University kaya naman madami syang kaibigan at madaming nagkakagusto sa kanya. Bukod kasi sa seksi siya at magaling sumayaw ay sobrang ganda pa ni Patriz. That sometimes I envy her because she live the life I wanted. She have lots of friends, guys are always after her. Nakakapag party siya at nakakapag-suot ng magaganda at sexy na damit.

Let's just say na when God showered beauty and sexyness, Patriz was in the open to catch it all. Habang ako ay tulog na tulog pa o baka nga lumalamon pa ko noon.

Sometimes I asked my self. Bakit hindi ako nagmana kay mommy?

She got her looks kasi from our mother na Former Beauty Queen. My mom said I got my looks naman from my late father. But I got my mom's hazel brown eyes naman. Siguro that how the world works. Kailangan laging may magsakripisyo para sa iba, hindi naman pwedeng lahat kami pinagpala diba? Unfair naman sa iba.

Pero would you believe that? A fat girl like me do have a pretty and sexy sister?

It's hard to believe right?

Also because of my features, I don't stay much outside. Not that I care what people will think of me. Bahay, school, bahay lang ako. Or minsan makikita moko sa convinient store bumibili ng mga pagkain. And in weekends I enjoy and waste my time watching banned, cult and gore movies. Or Mely and his annoying cousin that happens to be my childhood best friend Kurt will come around oour house para makikain sa amin at samahan akong manuod.

And Even a fat girl like me ay naiin love din naman. Kahit na baboy ako, may feelings din naman ako ano.

If you ask me who is the hottest guy in our school. I'll give you one name. He is the man of my dreams! The future daddy of my babies...

Chris Evans...

Joke lang! His name's Chris Lorenzo! Ang pinaka gwapong nilalang na nasilayan ng mga mata ko. He's hot and gorgeous. Kaya nga hindi na kataka taka kung madaming babae o binabae ang nagkakagusto sa kanya.

He's 2nd year college while I'm fresh man when I first met him. Nagkagusto ako sa kanya when he saved my drowning ass in the pool noong may swimming class kami sa P.E. Starting that day, humanga na ako sa kanya at palihim ko syang in-stalk. Inalam ko lahat ng tungkol sa kanya. Kung anong paborito nyang pagkain, favorite color nya, saan sya madalas tumambay, address ng bahay nila at kung ano ang brand ng brief niya. It's kinda creepy, I know but I was just a mere mortal who fell in love with Chris. Pero alam ko naman na hindi niya ako magugustuhan dahil sa pisikal kong anyo kaya nagkasya nalang ako na gustuhin siya sa malayo. Sino ba naman kasi ang magkakagusto sa isang katulad ko?

Bukod sa mataba na, pangit pa.

Why I suddenly sound so dramatic?

So, this is mostly how my life goes. I live the life most of the Third class youth or what our University likes to call it, Loser's Club wants . A simple and peaceful life. It sounds boring but this is how my life works. This is the story of my life.

But I thought I live in a world that no one will notice me. The world for invisivle people like me. But that's what I thought. Because in a sudden, my peaceful life suddenly changed when Axel Jacob Wilde came into my life and stole the most important and precious thing for me.

And I want him dead because of that!