Living with Exo

Confession

A/N: as i said double update ;) ~~ ^_^

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I keep on ignoring my manager since this morning. I really don't want to make lies to answer her questions. She was really angry and wanted explanation for my absence, but i have nothing to tell her. If i continue to keep quite I'll surely be sent to talk to Ms. soo man about it.

In their opinion I'm irresponsible for not attending the variety show on time. I guess i would have to keep that title for myself, i got no other choice.

It was 9.00 pm and the sky had unusually turned darker already. Though the weather was quite good, but it felt like rain was on its way.

I went to the vocal room, but found no one. I thought my manager would be here, but it seems like i was guessing wrong.

I looked around the room randomly as if it was my first time in their. I clearly remember the first time i stepped into this room. I was quite excited and nervous at the same time. After all working for SM was a huge deal.

I was staring out the window lost in thoughts. I don't know if i regret being an idol. My life could've been easier if i was just an ordinary girl. I could've stayed back in Chicago with my friends and possibly my mom. Being an idol is extremely hard. Too much pressure, too much people to please, and most importantly, too much expectations. Their is simply too much expectations to live upon. I don't think idols have any time of their own. It's all dedicated to the person their working for.

I sight deeply as i turned around away from the window. I was about to get out of the room when i saw a bouquet of flower on top of the table. The flower were beautiful in colours of red, white, and pink. I slightly smiled and walked towards the table.

" who's flower are these?" I mumbled to myself.

I picked it up and broth it closer smelling the sweet scent. I noticed a tiny, cute card on the side. I placed the flowers back to its spot and read the note.

'Susana, meet me at Sm's private park

Sm's private park? i thought to myself.

I've only been their once with my Unnies, so I'm not so familiar with it. The place is only for the idols who work for Sm.

Since idols can't go out so freely, Sm decided to be nice and build a private park for us, or you could call it a Garden since it has soo much beautiful flowers and other plants. Mostly in the weekends a lot of idols go their to enjoy their time playing sports, swimming or even just enjoying the nature.

I looked at it once more in confusion.

"Who's this from?" i thought to myself tilting my head.

I decided to make my manager angry one more time and made my way towards the park. I was desperately in wait to see who it was.

'I hope its not him tho' i thought to myself.

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When i reached the park the guards bowed and so did i. I entered through the door and into the beautiful garden.

The placed smelled really nice with different scented flowers everywhere. getting out of the flower section i came up to the huge field which was left for playing games or sports i guess. The field was surrounded by trees everywhere which made the wind current faster. My hair blew out of my shoulders as i folded my arms and looked around in the darkness. I turned my head to my right and was fluttered by what i saw.

Their was a roof covered place surrounded by water that reflected the moon light beautifully.

What was surprising was that the place was filled with candles everywhere lightning up the dark night and the floor was covered in red, white, and pink rose petals. Their were heart decorations hanging from the ceiling and the polls.